Over with Chris

So who would have thought it would be so over with him? Turns out that he was lying about his age. He is 23, not 25, and still in undergrad school. He is a liar and loser. I am not that into him. There are no words to truly describe his patheticness.

Birthday Parties and dog runs

So I had a birthday party that didn't turn out so well. Chris didn't show up. Big Surprise there. Now his phone doesn't even ring, it goes straight to voicemail. I am going to meet Jonathan tonight, I waited til Saturday for Chris.

Jonathan is definitely hotter than Chris. I have to get the photo of Tootell back on here. I think that if I had to choose, it'll still be Chris since I will most likely be his gf at the end of this month. His phone is still turned off though.

John Fitzgerald is the best looking of them all. Together with his occupation, he beats Patrick and all the other guys, including sadly Chris, hands down. I think that Chris is going to be my boyfriend and husband. That email he sent me yesterday wishing me happy birthday means he is thinking of me.


That's a picture of John. The first one is a better pic. There was a photo he had given me that was really hot. But he is super hot in person.

Just returned from the dog run. Paddy and Guga had a blast and they are napping right now. Wish I had a great camera to capture their naps on.

Scandals

Do I put a scandalous pic of Chris God win and have his name out there for all to see? We'll see if he comes to my party tomorrow. I am going to prepare for him not being there. I think he will show his head when his finals are over. I don't know though if his schedule matches what it says on the Hunter site. He attends Hunter's Physical Therapy Program.

I am not sure if I like him or even think he is cute. I hope he does come tomorrow. I called him and ever since talking to him, I have not heard from him. He has not told me he is cancelling on me which leads me to believe he is still coming. Although I don't want to count on it and be disappointed. I am getting roller curlers tomorrow, so I am excited. I want to get my hair to look like Blair Waldorf's (aka Leighton Meester):

I think she is so pretty. Much prettier than Blake Lively. I watch that show like it's the Bible. I can't find so many spoilers about it. But this site is good. Can you believe she is a natural blonde? It's strange how she looks so perfect being a brunette.

I am going to keep updating this entry as I am not that busy at work.

It's my birthday btw.

In like with Chris

So I reconnected with Chris. I met him on February 9. Before that we text messaged each other a lot. I really enjoy texting him. I am not sure I am in love with him. I really like him. I hooked up with him in February. He is also cute. He is becoming a physical therapist and is a trainer. I met him the same time as Joseph. He had a gf. We really connect and he wants the same things as I do.

We've talked about moving in, marriage, and how many kids we want. I really think he could be the one. He is 25 so it's peculiar that he wants to settle down in a year and a half which is about the time I want to get married in September.

I'll upload pics. He's not as hot as Patrick but is as cute as Joseph. Only with Joseph, I felt like the great conversations with him. With Christopher, I can't really tell but the text messages he sends me brings a smile to my face. I hope he can text message me today while I am in class. I could really have found the one.

Chris is coming to my birthday party on Saturday. We'll see how it goes.

Thank You

My tea's gone cold,
I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Push the door
I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

This song reminds me of how it is when Chris and I text message or email each other all day long. He really likes me and enjoys text messaging me. I have to get the conversation we had on Monday on this thing. He really likes me. More than I like him, I am afraid. But that's all good.