I met up with Brandon tonight after work. Got there around 5:20pm. Jerked him off and went on my way. He's very cute! Had my period today so it worked out perfectly.

If I can bet anything is I'll hear from him in a week or so. I think he'll make an excellent fuck buddy. And I think I can get it into more.

He called me at 10:30pm on Tuesday night. I was on my way home from the Yankee game. but I didn't think he would call me.

He's like 6 feet tall, muscular build, scruffy goatee like beard going on. Very cute. I would say he's as cute as John Fitzgerald. And John was hot! He's just Jewish.

I'm in love!

On another note, my blog has been compromised. Davey must have found it, I don't know how but he did. I don't think I bad-mouthed him on this. I just didn't see him that much during our duration (don't even think I wanna call it a relationship).

Anyways, I've moved on to Brandon.

He has a lot of Dave Matthews Band concert posters. I didn't wanna mention the fact that he just saw them last weekend. His apartment is very neat. Puts my apt to shame. I need to get my housekeeper to come by next weekend. He has a nice one-bedroom, enough room for me and Paddy to move into. LOLOL

I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM. HAPPY :)

I finished packing the bookcases. I need to finish the clothes tonight. And then I can work on the kitchen and the odds and ends tomorrow.

I felt bad, I called my friend Chiemi to help me pack because I was getting desperate and she was kind enough to offer. But that would mean dragging her all the way up here from midtown. I also asked my mom to help me pack so she's coming around 1:30pm on Wednesday. Hopefully I'll be good to go on Thursday.

There are two holes in the wall from the Flat Panel mount. I am not sure what to do when I sell this apartment. I have to repair it?

I went to my new apartment today after my last interview and it's not as big as I thought it was. I got to go on the roof deck and it was nice.

Moving

If I can get my dad to 'guarantee' the apartment I won't have to put an extra month of security deposit so I can use that money to get packers to pack and move my stuff. I don't want to pack. I don't mind unpacking, but packing is a bitch.

I discontinued cable, Internet and phone service at my current address. I closed the ConEd and opened the new ConEd account at my new apartment.

Lease signing

That took a little longer than expected. I also grabbed a sausage pizza on my way back. Yummy.

I had to sign a few riders and a pet policy page.

I'm excited about moving! I have to start packing.

I hope the work day passes by fast today. I am supposed to show the apartment at 7pm tonight. I hope the woman who sees the apartment likes it. I want to sell it asap.

Fun times!

Today should go by fast. I am signing the lease during lunchtime. Then I'll be back and it'll be less than 4 hours to go before the end of the day. I am showing my apartment tonight to a prospective buyer.

I can't wait to move to the new neighborhood.

I will be able to go to the Barnes and Noble or the gym after work, after walking the dogs. It'll be fun times!

That's my new apt building 347. It looks different than the other pic I have up.

Yankees and apartment news

A-Rod just hit a 3-run homerun against the Houston Astros. The Yankees are up 9-0.

I might have found a buyer for the apartment. She is coming by on Tuesday evening and likes the view from the apartment. I postponed my lease signing to Wednesday afternoon. I am keeping my fingers crossed.

I am going to sign on the apartment tonight, well I am leaving an application and deposit.

I am finally returning back to Manhattan although I technically never left it since Washington Heights is considered Manhattan.

I'll be 4 blocks away from the Equinox on 54th and 2nd. I'll be nearby Gramercy, about 15 minutes away. I'll be near Bloomie's on 60th and Lex.

Btw, I just saw a picture of Chrissy Delorenzo, a former high school class mate of mine. She is on Danica's blog. Apparently they are going back to visit Dartmouth. When I saw her pic, I was like that looks like her, but then when I read the caption, I figured it was really her.

Old times.

I have much to report to Johnny when I talk to him next week. I'm sure he'll visit me more often. I doubt I'll ever see his new apartment now.

So what happened?

So I wouldn't pay $2395 for the one bedroom townhouse apartment I saw, but I did like this duplex apartment with rooftop garden access. The dilemma is that I need to put down an extra month of rent and then there is a broker's fee. I am not sure what to do. It's giving me a headache.

Optimism

I have to stay optimistic about things. I have an apartment and I work at a job. I should be happy with my two doggies. I am not getting laid off anytime soon and sometimes I get paid to do nothing. I should enjoy the times I am off and not stress over work when I am at work doing nothing. And maybe one day I'll win the lottery.

I am dating a great guy who is a bit busy, I should just adapt and go with the flow. Maybe I can marry him and quit my job. He's really quite a catch.

I have to look at the bright side of things. I can't wait until my therapy session on Thursday. It's usually in the beginning of the week. She doesn't want to work on Monday's during the summer.

Bleh

I am still feeling blah and my psychiatrist is not helping me out with any meds, she thinks it'll blow over. Wah.

I am showing my apartment to a guy tomorrow who has a fiance. If he likes it, he'll want to move in by July 1. My parents will not be so happy but I can't live here anymore, it's making me feel depressed.

Another guy is coming over tonight to take pics of it so I can sell it.