Rebirth

OK, no way am I gonna use any trace of his name. How did he find my blog???

I am so miserable. It's over. I sent him an email telling him I wanted more. He doesn't want more from me. He will go away. It's really over this time. He doesn't want anything from me besides my sex. My therapist pretty much said that. She said that she'll make me stronger. That was nice of her to say that. I don't need her though. I am going to be strong.

Patrick is not coming back. pp is gone. I won't take this blog off, there is no more associating this to him.

She'll never change her ways
Don't fool yourself - she was heartache from the moment that you met her
My heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her somehow
She's somewhere out there now
I think I've forgottten her now
Her love is a rose, pale and dying.

Jeff Buckley captures how I feel. Forget her, is Forget him.

My tears are falling down as I try to forget
The love was a joke since the day that we met
All of the words
All of the men
All of my pain when I think back to when


I love him. He won't know that. He'll never know that I would have always loved him.

He was the buster. I was disarming, that's my euphemism.

I am going to be in CT the next few days. I can't take it anymore. I will stay there and recuperate.