Two nights in a row

OK, yesterday I met my bro in Flushing for some pho for lunch. I wasn't that hungry and didn't eat that much. Steve said he would accompany me tight- and yarn-shopping if I paid for his cigarettes and dinner.

Then Brandon IM'ed me around 3pm asking me to meet him for more sex. I told him later.

I got some white yarn at Knitty City and then a McRib meal with an extra McRib sandwich for

$1, not bad!

Then I headed home with my bro to watch Game 7. Brandon contacted me while I was on the N train and asked to meet.

So I took a cab from Astoria to his place on East 50th and Second Ave. $17.25 with tip for those wondering. We had some sex and then I jerked him off. It still hurt. Anyways, he said he'll be gone for who knows what so two nights in a row followed by a 3-4 week absence. who knows where it comes with him? And my feeling that there might be more is dwindling. oh well, a fuck buddy is good enough, right?

I went to a costume kickball party.. where they play drinking ping pong games and card games. Remind me not to go to another kickball party. Chiemi brought surgical scrubs as a costume for me.

It finally happened!

OK, Brandon and I had sex tonight. And boy it did hurt! I am not sure how big he is but he must be at least 8 inches....... I guess Patrick was not that big because I don't recall the sex with Patrick as hurting.

And the funny thing abt that was he went with my suggestion on the position.

But he did realize I did not enjoy it. I don't think I'll go on yahoo anymore. if he calls me I'll meet him again but I'm not going on Yahoo to solicit it.

The cool thing is that I got home in time for Big Bang Theory. I am on Season One, Disc Two for Big Bang Theory. I am done with Season Two of Gossip Girl.

Rangers-Cardinals game tonight. Game 6. I hope the Rangers can beat the Cardinals before it goes to game 7 in St Louis.

And he reappears!

So Brandon IM'ed me on Monday night. Said he was in Canada which I already knew from his twitter postings.

Said he was busy.

Not sure if I'll see him this week. Not entirely sure of how I feel towards him. I do like him but I'm just bored. LOL

Really last update on Brandon

And I only sent him one IM on yahoo last week. Not so bad! I really could care less. I really didn't think we would have sex anyways. He always chickens out. And he is not that good looking, not as good looking as he was three years ago. So I'm not bummed out or anything.

OK, this is really the last update on Brandon.

:)

Last Brandon update

It's been two weeks since Brandon last contacted me so I think it's over. I guess I wasn't really thinking we would have sex anyways. And he prolly wouldn't go away after that. LOL

Last Brandon update.

I signed off on someone's income so I got $200. Plus I need to get paid for that $1200 client and the $500 client. Plus $410. Not so bad! I will be able to survive til October. That $410 client said he has two more projects. Maybe I can get that too.

I think I can survive to February and tax season which should be good until October. And if I get $820 in audit clients per month, then I can do year-round on my tax business.

Possible Audit project :)

Waiting to hear word back if I got an audit project. It's for 2 years. And I quoted $870 which I'll get $790 after Elance fees.

That would be nice to get a nice-summed project one day into my unemployment/self-employment.

I picked up my CPE credit manual and my shoes and gym stuff from the office. Said bye to Joel Weinstein.

I am embarking on a new career. My own tax business will let me survive on my own! Mark my words. I will survive!

This week no plans except to finish the three audit projects I have and get paid. I will do the CPE credits next week.

I might go to Ippudo tonight to celebrate my project. Get some ramen with extra noodle.

I am going on Wednesday night to Fulton with Josh. Then Sat night going to Rosa Mexicano with Josh, Augusto and possibly 2 other meetup members.

I hope I get to finally see Brandon, he's been MIA from twitter at night and from yahoo IM. Maybe it's over. however brief that was.

No more full-time job

Lost my job today and I don't qualify for unemployment. Oh well. Life sucks!

I do qualify for COBRA, so that's not bad.

Now I get to meet Brandon whenever he so desires. I have not heard from him since Tuesday though. Maybe I lost him for good. I doubt it.

I am rooting for the Brewers and Rangers. Ultimately for the Rangers! Go Josh Hamilton!

I can survive on my own so long as I earn $500 a month until tax season where I'll earn more money. And Steve will have to pay me back the $1400 he owes.

3eb lyrics

Searching for something I could never give you

There's someone who understands you more than I do

A sadness I can't erase, all alone on your face

Love these lyrics to God of Wine, my favorite 3eb song.

So Brandon told me on Tuesday night to come over at 5PM on Wednesday but I didn't see him online so I just met up with Augusto for some sushi dinner.

I had a lychee martini and am getting over being buzzed.

I knew Brandon would chicken out. I think I will eventually meet him for sex but it's never going to be easy.

My housekeeper came over and my apt is super-clean. Now just have to maintain that level of cleanliness.

Augusto says Chappaqua is full of rich wealthy people. Maybe Brandon's gym usage is being subsidized by his parents. I think he spends close to $300 on gym and spin classes. Isn't that crazy?

Brandon tried to persuade me to leave work at 3pm to meet up for sex. I even asked my boss to leave but I forgot the post office is closed today. FAIL.

I thought I lost him. he may be traveling this week. he hasn't been in Toronto lately.

I'm bored. I may do flywheelsports. it's $30 per ride. I'll do the 7AM Monday class with John. He does the 7:30PM class ... not gonna take the same class, that would be hilarious.

OK I'm bored. heading to sleep. just wanted to put a quick Brandon update.

Lobster dinner

Just got back from dinner with Augusto at Nino's. Living Social coupon for a lobster dinner with bottle of white wine. Wine was good. Lobster was tasty.

Brandon hasn't contacted me since Wednesday. Maybe it's over. I'm bored. He's in Chappaqua visiting his parents. He visits them often.

I'm getting my hair highlighted tomorrow. then doing some work. I have an audit, 990-EZ that I'm dreading doing, and a personal tax return. Will make $1800 dollars more. Raking it in at this point.

Watching the Phillies lose to the Cardinals. If they don't make it to the next round I doubt I will watch any more baseball.

OK no Brandon update. He went to work today. So exciting. Still tweeting famous hot women on twitter with no responses. LOL, he's truly pathetic. But me checking his updates might make me even more pathetic.

Yankees game in October

I just got home from dinner with Chiemi at Cafetasia. We had a $30 Living Social coupon.

Now watching Yankees game, Brandon is there with some friends. how come everyone he goes with and says in his tweet that he's going with tweets they're going with someone else. it's kinda funny and sad at the same time.

Brandon's so far bad luck for the Yankees. I won't be too majorly bummed if the Yankees don't make it to the World Series. I do want the Phillies to make it to the WS more.

I have a lobster dinner with Augusto tomorrow. I wonder if Brandon will ask me out tomorrow. I'm just bored to be honest, not really horny or anything.

Loaded bases, 3-1 Tigers in jeopardy. I hope Brandon's still at the game. He may be good luck after all.

Wednesday Update on Brandon

So Brandon does have all-access. He's at the Equinox in Boston. He went to Boston last night. I think he went to Boston for a haircut. Not confirmed yet, but it's seeming like it. He didn't check into any media company today. But maybe he'll stay there for the weekend and leave me the hell alone. he really annoyed me this past weekend insisting on meeting him when I was busy.

I did get my bloodwork done so I can get tested for hepatitis and HIV. Hoping Davey didn't give me any std. I did get checked for gonorrhea and chlamydia in February so he didn't give me those diseases.

I was so tired yesterday morning that I texted my boss to say I was sick and slept til 1PM. I was so tired. then I went to the doctor and got some coffee. yumm. now that the weather is getting cold and crisp I've been craving hot coffee.

went back to work today. kinda busy. Paddy is staring at me now. Not sure why.

as each day goes by and I learn more about Brandon, he gets more and more nutso. But he was funny in his tweet last night. He was saying if you put the kit kats on bagels then you're a full-blown fatty. that was hilarious. who puts kit kats on bagels? so funny. that def made me smile for the morning.

Wonder if Brandon lost his beard. I swear I can get him to date me. Something in me just says he will try. but then again I may be wrong. he is a bit nutso!

Wonder when he'll be back.

Paddy is staring at me again. Not sure what he wants.

Phillies losing to the Cardinals. They better make it to the World Series. they have Cole Hamels, Cliff Lee and Roy Halliday. they need to win a World Series ring.

Hoping the Phillies beat the Yankees in six games in the World Series.

Giants-Sea Hawks game at 1PM on Sunday. Going to watch that game for sure! Jets-Patriots game at 4:15pm on Sunday, the Jets are going to be 2-3 and not make the playoffs this year. Now rooting for the Giants now!

Paddy finally stopped staring at me.

Monday night doldrums

OK I am just posting what is happening. Brandon went to Boston for work Wednesday night and tweet-asked his friends in Boston if he should stay the weekend there. then his friend said some nyc guys were in town. So I thought he'd stay the weekend and leave me the hell alone. No he comes back on Friday and IM's me Friday night. Then he contacts me on Saturday night asking for a threesome. And the most annoying come over fuck me IMs on Sunday. Couldn't meet him this weekend. And tonight when I could, he is nowhere to be found.

But I found out why he is MIA on Mondays. He has some flywheel class on Monday nights. some type of studio cycling class.

Anyways, I'm going to get tested tomorrow since Brandon is paranoid that I am carrying some unknown std. I was clean before Davey and unless Davey has some unknown std, I am sure I am fine. Wondering why I need to do this since we'll be using condoms. Strange guy. But he's hot and I got over his tweet stuff.

So he likes to share. Let's give him his twitter foursquare forecast tweets.

I am rooting for Tampa! GO TAMPA! Also might be rooting for the Yankees til the World Series.

But I really think Brandon came back from Boston because his company didn't comp his room for the weekend. I can't think it was because of me. I really hope not. that would be very sad.

At least I'll be having sex with Brandon. the jerking off stuff got tiring and old after the second time. At least I know he wants to have sex with me. I was beginning to get worried abt my looks and genuine sex appeal.

The weather got cold so I wore jeans to work. I think I'll wear jeans to work every day this fall and winter.

I do like Brandon but I have a feeling he's obsessed with me. that's just a feeling I have. not confirmed. who knows with him?

He's a Steelers fan. So was Davey. But Davey grew up in Pittsburgh. Why is Brandon a Steelers fan? Strange guy. Doesn't like the Mets or Jets. He's into the Yankees. and he tweeted abt the Giants.