this too shall pass

I know it sucks, it helps us in binds and depresses us when we want the moment to last forever.

Fight Club

What's going on tonight? Watching Fight Club first time since ever I first saw it. I swore to see it again and here it is 8 years later. 2007. 1999, I didn't watch it in the movie theatre, I watched it at home. Like my pathetic lazy ass life.

Strange movie.

Not as strange as my life.

I LOVE PP STILL. I left him a love note on his door. I wonder if he still lives there. I can always email that woman, she is my last contact with pp.

GIANTS WIN THE NFC GAME!!! =)

The Giants won the NFC (National Football Conference) Game. I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!!!

The Giants are in the Super Bowl!

Go Eli and the Giants!!!

I watched the first half at my parents' home in Bayside, then drove home during halftime, and got home to watch them defeat the Green Bay Packers in OT (Overtime). That was the ritual for the NFC Division Title against the Dallas Cowboys. I will follow that ritual for the Super Bowl and am crossing my fingers for Eli Manning, Michael Strahan, Tom Coughlin the coach and the rest of the Giants.

Yay! Yay! Yay!

I have lost 2 pounds since stopping the paranoia medication, so far 4 days. I am at 115. I topped out at 118. I was at 96 before the medication. I stopped having the hunger pangs in the middle of the night. It reminds me of the The Cure song "like to watch you eat in the middle of the night" which has physical undertones.

I emailed back JK, he emailed me about his adventure trekking website in November, most likely a mass emailing, then I emailed him back Dec 31, he emailed me back Jan 8, and then I emailed him a day ago to see if he got married or engaged yet.

I got a bookcase with bottom drawer (ALVE) at IKEA, two wastebaskets, a set of dinnerware utensils, and 2 glass jars (for sugar and P&G's doggie snacks). My brother will help me install it on Thursday.

I am working in CT tomorrow (Martin Luther King Jr Day) so most likely will get a comp day on Friday, so I can get my brother to come over to my apartment to help me lug over and assemble the bookcase on Thursday night. He and his gf at the time helped assemble the first bookcase. This time I will give it a try.

Yep, that's the exciting news on my end. I am determined to use this blog as a daily log / check up for my recovery.

follows

I wonder if he has access to this site.

So a girl emailed me about that other site where his name appears. I felt bad telling her what had happened. I guess it will follow him wherever he goes.

I have a half marathon I am intent on running although 6 miles is the highest I've run, I have to run 8-9 miles tomorrow.

I just spent over 1k on 12 pants, 4 skirts, and 6 suit jackets. I was way depressed and stressed out at work. I decided to stop taking the paranoia medication because of the weight gain. I also gave up on stocking on Pepsi so I can cut down on calories.

I saw the cute guy at work in CT. I may have to go into work this coming Monday, Martin Luther King Jr day. Work is getting stressful.

Paddy is snoring underneath this chair while Guga is sleeping in his Manchester United bed.