Hmm another 8 days. So Hurricane Irene became Tropical Storm Irene and the MTA was shut down for no apparent reason. Will try to get into work tmrw by Q101.

Brandon this guy I met three years ago online has resurfaced. He always chickened out before meeting me. Not sure if he'll chicken out again. He's very hot though. The Giants-Jets game is tmrw which I forgot abt so I will prolly watch that instead of meeting him. But maybe on Tuesday or Wednesday. He's 26 years old. Very young. I met him when he was 23. 8 year age difference. I have a feeling I can prolly manipulate him into dating me. LOL he's just very impressionable.

Davey finally got the hint and left me alone. Hallelujah!

Tmrw I have a dentist appt at 6PM so I can't meet him anyways. Maybe afterwards! LOL

Helping Chiemi tmrw if I dont get into work on time.

Friday I am meeting Josh for a steak dinner at Osso Bocu. Labor Day Monday at the US Open day session.

I have time on Tues/Wed/Thurs for the Brandon meeting. I do like his name though!

will try to post more

hmmm eight days since last update. argh!!!!!!!!

I skipped the deadbeat darling concert last night and no photo shoot even though it didn't rain!

Tonight I am having dinner at Oliva with Augusto. Then maybe watching the Jets-Giants preseason football match.

I got a manicure pedicure already so no plans tomorrow. I might make jalapeno poppers tomorrow!

Tuesday I have a blackjack class. Wednesday meeting Josh at Osso Buco for a steak Living Social deal. Thursday seeing Dr Sherman after almost 2.5 months of going without. Then Augusto's birthday dinner at the Williams Club on Friday evening.

Chiemi has to crash at my apt before moving to a good deal sublet for 2 months in LIC. That's closeby to me! I have to check out her apt. But I'll be gone at my parents from Sept 2 to Sept 5! WOO-HOO US Open tix on Monday Labor Day Sept 5!

long time since last post, trying to post more!

It's been 11 days since my last post. I sometimes remind myself I need to post an update but then I never get around to it.

So I have not reconciled with Davey.. He sent me a pic of a coffee cup and red velvet cupcake, weird! I might take Kate's advice and send a pic of a plate of buffalo wings and a bottle of gin saying bottoms up! I will do that this weekend at the bar from watching the Giants-Panthers game tomorrow.

OK my dog is cuddled up beside me, how cute. He missed me all day.

I just got back from an all-Beethoven program at a Mostly Mozart Festival, lol.

Tmrw I have a brunch meetup at Cookshop then a 4:10PM Yankees-Rays game. maybe catching the Giants-Panthers game at Brother Jimmy's. Sunday I have a pug meetup in the morning then a 3PM Knitting workshop at Lion Brand Studio.

Monday I'm watching the Jets-Houston Texan game at a bar in Manhattan, TBD.

Then a dentist appt on Thursday. My new old housekeeper from Washington Heights is cleaning my apt at 5:30PM on Friday. Then Deadbeat Darling concert at 11PM. Photo shoot with Paddy in Central Park but there's a threat of thunderstorms that day so I might reschedule to next Sat August 27.

I got a root canal done and I now need five more visits to the dentist to get the post and crown done.

Mets losing. Wright sucks. Bay on fire.

Mittens knitting Part 2 on Sunday August 21. I need to get a rain date Mets voucher by the end of this year. It leaves me August 20 to maybe do a Mets game. What kind of seats should I buy? Should I just get a single ticket? So many questions, so little answers.

Took my medicine at 11PM, won't be sleepy til 1AM.

end of Davey, yay!

Just called it quits with Davey. In June or so he asks me to define the relationship as we're not bf-gf. news to me! Anyways that relationship was not going anywhere. I only saw him once every 3-5 months, that's just not acceptable. I am going to give up dating guys and just focus on my career and earning enough money to raise a kid on my own. Just one kid preferably a boy. Sperm donor: white male with dark hair who's intelligent and not ugly (no big nose, no glasses, brown eyes, don't want a freak half-Asian kid with blue or green eyes).

By December, I shd be making 60K. And then wait another year to December 2012 to get to 70K, and then in December 2013 get to 80K. that's not bad. I can afford a baby with 80K. I'll be 37 in May of 2014 and making 80K. That's enough for diapers and I'll be sending my kid to public school. LOL maybe Stuyvesant! and save up in a college fund for Cornell's state school, that's not a bad plan!

I'll name my son Jason after Jason Bay! LOL

If it's a girl I'll name her Isabella and nickname her Ella.

That's my current plan and I no longer plan on dating guys or having sex. I don't miss it and I have no sex drive ever since being put on Geodon.