Flying away

A new day, a new world.

So I was text msg'ing pp because I wanted to let him know I got the test results records copied and printed out.

He didn't need them. I told him you're welcome or in the case that I gave it to you, then I'm sorry. He was like thanks, ditto. I also told him the next guy that gave it to me I will kill. He said it was understandable.

I said I don't even get an apology. And he wrote me "sorry may". Finally, acknowledgement and an expression of remorse. I said wow, I'm gonna save this tm and that I will stop bothering him. He said no bother... Then he asked me about ever being with a girl. I told him I was surprised that he wanted anything to do with me. And he said, "covered of course."

So the saga continues. I might shell out $300 for Ms. Madalyn Alsyn because I am confused and need guidance. She also doesn't seem to be a scam artist, since it's a one-time fee. I need to call her because I had blown her off.

I am getting a tidy sum of money back from my taxes. As soon as I get my Rudd property tax statement and then my CF W-2, I have all my other tax forms needed.

I am also bartending this Sunday for a small private get-together.

And to top it off, I am interviewing this Thursday for an IA position at a Fortune 500 consumer products company.

Anyways, I hope I get it so I can travel but it would entail 50% travel. And then I won't see pp and that would be over. Not sure if I should do that.

Sterility and Sleeping Dogs

Paddy is snoring. He sleeps so much. At least 14 hours a day.

I wonder if he has access to this website or even cares what I write anymore.

Catherine is on her tenth Mexican guy she is in love with.

Valerie the 'psychic' turned out to be a scam artist. She had me fill this Hellman's jar with water that I had cleansed my face with and it had turned black. Only I think she changed the jars. I had previously filled a Classico jar with water and she made me go find a Hellman's jar so I think she had switched the jars. The water didn't seem to be the same amount I had poured into mine, so that alerted me to the problem.

So I don't have any resolution on what to do with him.

He did tell me he has it. Or was diagnosed with being borderline - whatever that means. I have to go to my gynecologist and pay a bill and collect my records to show him. I wonder if we'll sleep with each other in the future. I obviously enjoy it immensely with him, so I'm up for it. He told me he'll call me in a few weeks with the records to let me know what the other results from the follow-up test are. It sounds kinda over. It sounds like he is fed up with me accusing him and acting all psycho. I am sorta sad about it. But it's a good thing to move on and find my true prince charming who will want to whisk me away to a castle and marry me and have me be the mother of his children.

Pp had told me that he didn't want to have any children, when I said he might be sterile. That's not good. I wonder why he doesn't want to have kids. I just said that it's good that his stupid genes won't be passed on.. I didn't want to pry since it wasn't like we were ever going to get married to each other, so it was a moot point.

Digging a hole

I have not heard from patrick... what's up with that? He yelled at me for reminding me to tell him about the results and I am trying to wait patiently, maybe he won't get the results til next Monday, in which that would definitely be over the 7 days that is needed to run the tests if he had taken it on Thursday.

Paddy is digging a hole in the couch to hide the cookie dog bone. Weird, he won't eat it but he will try and dig a hole for it. He ain't that swift, he takes after his namesake.

I have been seeing a psychic. Her name is Valerie. She looks like she is 14. She charged me for the initial consult and then 3 charts so it came to $80. I was supposed to see her mom, Theresa, but then she became my clairvoyant. She has been asking me to do these rituals, like bathe in sea salts, and dress in white. I just wanted to find out what the future holds and if he is the one for me. But she said the vibrations are not coming in that clear and she doesn't know yet. She said that I was destined to meet him, that I was supposed to meet him. She said that he is a nice guy.

My friend Leigh Ann said she is off-target there.

Her mom saw me last time cuz they have to battle two generations and said there was a man who loves me, but there was great confusion and miscommunication. I wonder if she meant him since the verdict was still out with Valerie. Since I like clinging to hope, I didn't want to correct her. I see her tomorrow night right before hanging out with Eneida. I haven't seen her in a while since she handled the closing of the coop.

Now Paddy is staring off into the distance, I wonder if he can tell the future. I wonder if he was a real human boy in a previous life.

What is up with pp? Should I just wait it out or will it be like last time, waiting for an answer and finally calling him a month or so later, and he denies ever having it. I wonder if he dug himself a hole he can't get out of.

Moment of Truth............

Tom Brady is a hottie. I hope the Patriots win against the Colts.

I am wondering if I should go to Manchester in April to watch Cristiano Ronaldo of the United Manchester football team. It will cost about $660 for the airfare and then another $400 for the hotel and probably another $200 for the tickets. There are two games though.

Is he hot enough to justify it?

So the results of the test will be back tomorrow. I wonder if he will tell me the truth. He was the only one who could have given it to me.

Lobster Pasta

I took off this post as well. My dog ate the leftovers of my lobster, he is one lucky dog.

I want pp to owe me an apology. I don't even think him dating me after this would help at all. It'll be like a pity relationship. HAHAHA.