Sperm bank

I really fucking need help. I just ended my therapy to my therapist because I had developed a huge crush on him. I don't think I was in love with him as I really did not know that much about him as I talk about myself during therapy.

Anyways, in the past few weeks I started getting obsessed with this other guy. Let's call him JL. LOL. I am not that original. But I doubt he'll search for my blog as some pathetic ex'es do!

And I'm gonna change my status on FB and put the truth on my blog. I just am not at all interested in my ex who lives in DC. I don't even know if I can call him my ex since he didn't even consider me his gf while we were "seeing each other". That's the main driving reason I broke up with him, but I was never in love with him. And if he's the LAST guy on the face of this earth the human race will end. So if he is indeed reading this, please just go away. STOP emailing me or texting me I will just really ignore it. I am just sick of him.

But I am going to try to see if I can at least friend this dude JL on FB. He doesn't seem at ALL interested. I mean the most promising thing he did was offer me some chips at the last meetup I went to. SO SAD. When I asked how old he was at the first meetup he wouldn't say. He doesn't say what kind of work he does. He's just really evasive. And I don't really like his blond ness or his foreign accent. But whatever. The only thing he has going for him is his Jets (but I do like the Giants more) and he likes the Yankees and Mets. LOL

I think I will resign myself into going to a sperm bank in 2 years.