I Want You Third Eye Blind Lyrics

Going to watch them Friday Sept 21! In NJ:
I've seen the suckers loose themselves in the games they love to play,
Children love to sing but then their voices slowly fade away.
People always take a step away from what is true,
That's why I like you around,
I want you.
Oh you do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You make me want you.

An open invitation to the dance,
Happenstance set the vibe that we are in,
No apology because my urge is genuine,
And the mystery of your rhythm is so feminine.
Here I am and I want to take a hit
Of your scent 'cause it gets so deep into my soul
Ooh I want you
Yeah you do 
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You make me want you.
Oh you do 
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
I want you.
(Send me all your vampires)
And I can't get enough, you you you you
Oh I can't get enough
Oh I can't get enough Oh oh, I (you) I (you) I (you)

The village churchyard is filled with bones weeping in the grave,
The silver lining of clouds shines on people Jesus couldn't save
You want to know how deeply my soul goes
Deeper than bones
Deeper than bones

And I can't get enough. I I I I
Oh I can't get enough, you you you you
Oh I can't get enough

After we did it by the windowsill,
Smoke rings drifted through the midnight sky,
Presently in the quilt that your mother made,
A bare candle burns to fight off the gloom,
You said to live this way is not for the meek, (Send me all your vampires)
And like a jazz DJ you talk me into sleep,
I said there will be no regrets when the worms come, (Send me all your vampires)
And they shall surely come.
Oh You do 
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
Make me want you
(Send me all your vampires) (That's right)
Yeah I do
I do
I do
You do
You do
You do
You do
You do
A make a me want you
(Send me all your vampires)
I want you
(Send me all your vampires)
I want you
(Send me all your vampires)

There will be no regrets when the worms come

Update

So I hired my therapist based on his looks and am trying to figure out if he's married or dating anyone. LOL - I just keep aiming for more impossible men!

Anyways, my personal trainer Andrew is on vacation this week and I will see him on Friday.

I ran outside this morning around 10:20AM about 4 miles, from 59th Street west side to the reservoir to the west side back down, for 4 miles. I walked for the last 10 blocks cuz my left calf or maybe my Achilles tendon as my trainer suggested got pulled/strained.

So Thursday night I went to City Lobster & Steak for Restaurant Week. Friday night I went to Dacha for meetup dinner. Saturday 12PM I did brunch at Perilla. Saturday morning I waited for free Lincoln Center Mostly Mozart tickets and got them. I went to dinner at Gastroarte with Josh (haven't seen him in over 2 months) and then went to the Mostly Mozart - Symphony 38 ("Prague") and Schubert Symphony 4 (Tragic).

So then after the personal training session today I went to my parents and went Chinese grocery-shopping at IOG in Fresh Meadows with my bro and mom.

This week. Monday night going to watch Swisher in right field (hopefully he'll be back) with Chiemi (she's leaving August 2 for Colorado after which she'll go to New Orlean's Tulane for MpH.

Tuesday no plans, might do a class.

Resting til Wed morning. Wed morning, have one of 2 therapist meetings. Have to figure out why I can't get into a real relationship with a guy.

Friday night going to Atlantic Grill with Josh for Restaurant Week.

No plans for Saturday during the day. But at night there's Rebecca's bday party at Thirteen Step.

Sunday going to Cyclones Bat Day with Rebecca.

Locked!

Hmmm, a reason to start watching the London Olympics 2012. This dude is hotter than Phelps. LOL

Ryan Lochte

Update

Seems as though my new therapist hasn't confirmed my appt tonight at 6PM so I may be able to run today after all.

I am going to Giselle tonight. It's from 8-10PM. Maybe I will run after that! HAHA

So tomorrow I will be working my second Friday in a row. That should be interesting. Next Friday I have a CPE class. I think I will go home to my parents to pick up my Daniel Murphy jersey! GO Daniel Murphy! I was contemplating attending the Mets/Doughtry concert tmw night but alas I think I will not. I am going to Mets-Dodgers on Saturday for the Bobblehead for Edgardo Alfonso.

Sunday will watch the Batman final movie in IMAX with Rebecca at 10:25AM. Then grab some dimsum at Golden Unicorn.

Monday I may celebrate the day cuz it's my brother's birthday. Wed is a Met opera in CP. No other plans. May do some morning training sessions.

Friday I have the CPE class at Third Avenue from 8:30 to 5PM and then dinner at Dacha.

Musings from Work

OK I am currently at work, alone. No one is here. My boss is still bugging me remotely. Need to find a new job. LOL

OK my plans. Dinner at Pescatore tonight. Tmw I have a personal training session with Andrew at noon, one-man play Macbeth and dinner at Bar Boulud. Sunday Yankees-Angels Bleacher afternoon game.

Personal trainer session on Monday night.  New therapist meeting on Thursday night. It's a guy and his pic is cute! LOL

So news on David. I went to the bank Thursday after work around 5PM and didn't speak to him cuz he was talking to someone else and I could go to someone else for help. So I left my iPhone there by mistake and he came sprinting out to give it back to me and he rubbed my right arm I think as he gave it back to me. He even said silly girl! LOL I am in LOVE. I am trying to figure a way for him to ask me out... Not sure how. Don't really want to go through Warren to express my interest in him.

And so yesterday I went back to deposit my bi-weekly check. And I went over to his desk cuz he was there and seemed not busy and thanked him. He's SO damn cute.

I am thinking I can give him my Yankees-Bosox tix - even though I can't go and say he can take his gf to the game and that way see if he has a gf. LOL. I will wait to see if I can sell the tickets and if I can't, then I'll give it to him. Was thinking of giving them to Brandon but then decided against it because it could be traced back to me. Don't want him to contact me EVER again. LOL

I think David is the cutest guy I have ever met. I am thinking Christian Bale is prolly better-looking but I never met him. He's cuter than John Fitzgerald and Patrick Schaal! LOL And those guys were pretty damn good-looking.

Anyways, I am seeking some relationship advice next Thursday from a guy and will see what to do.

New obsessions :)

So I just got back from my parents....

Forgot my dog food that I bought at the pet store nearby.

So what's the schedule for this week? Dentist appt tmw night. Maybe meet my bro for pho and get my dog food and glasses.

Tuesday and Thursday after work I have a training session with Andrew, the cute personal trainer. Also Sat at 9:30AM.

Wednesday seeing Ted with Meehan...

Friday going to Pescatore for dinner meetup. Saturday dim sum. Perhaps the beach on Sunday if the weather is nice, hot and sunny. Need to work on my tan! LOL

Obsessed with David G, the cute Chase banker. He's the hottest guy I've ever met. He seems tall like over 6'0. Maybe 6'1, 6'2. He's like very tan. Seems Catholic or not Jewish (YAY). I have to find a way to get him to ask me out. LOL

July plans

Just got back from Boston...
Now for the month of July!
Mets-Phillies fireworks game Tuesday night
Mets-Phillies all you can eat BBQ on Wednesday July 4

Friday Deadbeat Darling concert
Saturday Dinner at Il Violino and Le Corsaire ballet
No plans on Sunday may go to beach on Sat & Sun

Had a nice time in Boston... Saw Helen and Nick's son Nat. Got a pair of sandals from Cole Haan for $98 (sale) Saw Fiona Apple concert. Booked a flight to Miami to see Fiona Apple and Mets-Marlins game.

Plans for the rest of this month of June

Ran 1 mile on Friday, 1 mile on Saturday and 1.5 miles this morning. Started personal training June 15! Three times a week until my half-marathon end of September.

So I went to Friday night dinner at Joe's Shanghai with my meetup group. Then afterwards hung out with Meehan and watched the Mets win over Yankees.

Saturday I went to a brunch meetup at Il Violino. Yankees won last night.

Today I might go to a meetup at Beer Garden.

Monday I have a training session (after work).

Tuesday I will hang out with my bro - might go to Dumont Burger in Brooklyn.

Wednesday I will do a training session in the morning. That night I will watch Swan Lake.

Thursday I will watch Yankees-Chicago White Sox game with Chiemi.

Friday I have two interviews. One full-time CPA firm, the other would be another client for AccountEdge LLC

Then I am off to Boston for the weekend. Will check out the two Equinox'es in Boston.

Hang out with Helen and Nick Fri night and come back on Saturday to see Nat.

Some sandal shopping and then Fiona Apple concert in the evening (the point of going, even though I really did want to meet Nat).

Sunday headed home.

June schedule

So I ended up going to Mets- Reds Bobblehead for Keith Hernandez. The Mets lost! They got swept.

I went to Romeo & Juliet featuring Roberto Bolle (see previous post) last night. It was great. He's hot! Considering going to see him perform Giselle in Milan, Italy next April after that tax season :)

So I started personal training sessions last Friday. I am sore. My legs are sore. They are getting better, have my next session tmw night at 6PM.

Then Tuesday night going to Mets-Orioles game with Rebecca. She donated blood for the tix.

Wednesday I may be meeting my cousin for dinner. Not 100% sure though.

Thursday I might get to do a spin class.

Friday night going to Joe's Shanghai with my meetup group.

Saturday afternoon going to Il Violino with my brunch meetup.

No other plans that weekend. Might try to get Shakespeare in the Park tix.

Next week plans: Wednesday night watching Swan Lake. Dress Circle seats.

Thursday night watching Yankees-Chicago White Sox from Section 232A (Best seats at Yankees Stadium so far, as a result of Groupon)

Then off to Boston for the weekend. Not sure if Albert will be there. And I emailed Helen to see if she's around. I am going Friday to arrive there around 3PM for checkin at Boston Park Plaza Hotel. Hopefully meet up with Helen, Nick and their son Nat. Saturday during the day I will do some shoe and maybe jean shopping. Then going to Fiona Apple concert at night. Maybe dim sum on Sunday and then headed home.

Mid-June Update

So I decided not come home and not go to the China Institute Free Film... No plans tomorrow. Might meet Jamie to do the settlement or compromise offer. Thursday I am going to the NY Philharmonic :)

No plans Friday night or Saturday during the day.

Saturday night I have grand tier tickets to see Roberto Bolle perform as Romeo in Romeo and Juliet at the Metropolitan - ABT (American Ballet Theatre)

Sunday I am going to the third bobble head Mets day featuring Keith Hernandez. Cincinnati Reds and Mets at 1PM.

Going to Momofuku next Wednesday. No other plans next week. Maybe might wait for the Shakespeare in the Park tickets on June 22.

Move over Daniel Murphy, here's Roberto Bolle

You have to admit, he's very hot! He's Italian ballet dancer for La Scala and American Ballet Theatre. I saw him last night in Onegin (And I think I saw him some other ABT ballets). He's 37, born in 1975. Move over Daniel Murphy, found a new guy to obsess over!

June Musings

Got a referral from a tax client, so waiting for her at Starbucks.
Sharapova won the French Open.
Today I may be taking a studio spin cycling class (gained some weight over the past few months) so I'm going on a diet and exercise spree!

Tonight heading to Sardi's for dinner with Ji Hyun, then Evita the Broadway play with Ricky Martin!

Tomorrow I am going to Mets-Yankees Subway series game featuring Mets' Jon Niese and Yankees Andy Pettitte. Then watching Prometheus starring Michael Fassbender with Emma at Lincoln Square IMAX.

Monday evening I will be going to dinner at Little Sal's with Rebecca.
Tuesday night I have a Chinese Institute Free Film
Thursday night I have a NY Philharmonic meetup.
Then next weekend all I have planned so far is Sunday's Mets-Cincinatti Reds game at Citifields - Bobble Head day for Keith Hernandez!

Busy, busy!

I went to vet yesterday and spent $646 on Paddy, he got some bloodwork done, hope he's healthy!

I saw Roberto Bolle, but he'll be the subject of another post dedicated to him!

Month of May Ending

My month of celebrating my birthday is going to be gone in two short days!

So I went to a Mets-Padres game where they won 9-0 on Saturday May 26. Then went to Mets-Phillies game that was close then Phillies won 8-4 on Memorial Day Monday May 28. I went to Louie's Oyster Bar and Grill on Memorial Day Monday night with my parents and bro to celebrate my birthday, Steve's new job and Mother's Day for my mom.

So tomorrow will go to Cornell CAAAN Thank-you reception at the Cornell Club on East 44th Street between Madison and the one west of that... Thursday going back to Yum Yum in Queens (Sunnyside?) for the NY Ethnic Group. Friday no plans yet. Getting my hair cut at Mizu (Park Ave and 59th St) Saturday morning. Saturday night going to the Venus in Fur Broadway play with Hugh Dancy (HOT, hot, HOT). Sunday night watching Snow White and the Huntsman (with hot THOR Chris Hemsworth). Didn't think Chris Hemsworth was that hot until recently when I saw him in Avengers!

Next Tuesday is a Joan Rivers' book signing at Barnes and Noble Union Sq. Wednesday is a Riverside Symphony meetup at 8PM that night. Thursday is a meetup dinner at Dopo Teatro (one of my clients is the PR for them).  Friday night I'm going to a ballet meetup (Onegin), dinner at Rosa Mexicano. 

Month of May

I tried to post an ad from my apt last night but could not. Oh well.

Anyways, I had an eventful birthday month. I went to Roberto's comedy club routine at NY Comedy Club on May 11 (Friday). I also went to Tomoe Sushi with Josh (didn't like it that much).

On Sat night (May 12) I went to Mika with Augusto. Sunday night I went to Wild Ginger with Rebecca.

Then I did the Chinese Architecture Seminar on May 15 at the China Institute. That was kinda boring but I did get a nice architecture book with one of the editor's signatures!

May 18 Friday I went to see Giselle (dress circle, front row). Not bad! I had dinner at Rosa Mexicano with three other ladies from my opera and ballet meetup group.

May 19 was cap day at Yankees Stadium. The Yankees lost but I got a pretty nice cap.

I had hotpot dinner with my bro at Mabo Szechuan in Prince Street at Main Street Flushing last night. I think I ordered the wrong hotpot broth, but I'll be back in the fall time!

Tonight I will go to Haru Hana with Chiemi. Need to use a groupon before it expires.

Thursday will attend a Jimmy Fallon book signing at Union Square Barnes and Noble. Friday night will go to sushi place Jewel Bako in the East Village. Sat Mets-Padres Randy Staub bobble head day. Monday Phillies-Mets game!

35th Birthday TMW!

So my 35th birthday is tomorrow. There's a Deadbeat Darling concert tomorrow at 7:30PM at Webster Hall Grand Ballroom, they are opening for AWOLNATION. Not bad! Will go to Rare Bar and Grill afterwards with Brandon to celebrate my birthday!

Thursday is Chiemi's bday! Gaslight Lounge and some other MPD bars. Friday night attending Roberto's standup comedian routine at New York Comedy Club with Cheryl, another Tolentiner and some other friends like Josh and Rebecca.

Augusto is taking me to a sushi place Sat nite for my birthday and Josh is taking me to a sushi place Sun nite for my bday! Will go to a pug meetup with Brandon on Sunday.

The celebrations continue next week for my birthday month of MAY :)

Working!

So I am doing two part-time jobs (one at a computer company and one at a dance studio). This with my unemployment income makes me able to pay back my credit cards! Maybe next year!

So nothing new. Now dating Brandon... Seen him for a few weeks now! Three-four times a week!

That's going well.

This Wed going to dinner with B... Friday I have my first birthday dinner (with a meetup group)! Saturday attending Mets game with B and Rebecca! No plans on Sunday

Tax season update 2

OK tax season is almost coming to a close. 10 more days! Yowza!

No word from Brandon. Maybe he finally got the hint I wasn't interested. LOL

Helen had her baby son a week or so ago. His name is Nathaniel Douglass Hunter. Nice name!

I am watching Titanic tonight. Hope to watch the soccer Real Madrid-Valencia game tomorrow afternoon. I have two tax appts today. Possibly one tomorrow.

Need to do two or three tax returns that are taking me forever to do/get around to doing.

The Week Ahead

So tax season is going strong. I am projecting $4760 from current or pending tax clients and projects. Not including the last-minute tax filers in the 17 days before the tax deadline of April 17, 2012!

I will be attending a Japanese meetup dinner tomorrow night. It looks like a nice Japanese restaurant. Here's to hoping it's good!

I have one tax client who was a referral, meeting him in his East Village apartment.

Monday I will go to my second p/t job from 9 to 11:30am then to my first p/t job from 12 to 4. I think I have 3-4 tax appts on Monday from 4:30-6PM! Monday night is the return of Gossup Girl! YAY!

Tuesday will prolly just go to the first p/t job. No plans on Tuesday night.

Wednesday and Friday are my days for tax appts. I have two tentatively scheduled for Wed!

Thursday is the day to go to the first p/t job.

Wednesday night is a Portuguese dinner meetup. Thursday night is a Mexican dinner meetup.

Friday night I will watch Titanic in 3-D with Rebecca (Chiemi's friend).

Next Saturday and Sunday night I have no plans...

Taxes and such

OK, I made a lot of money this week. Not as much as last weekend but we can't all win! LOL

Anyways, I met with two clients today and I will have a day off tomorrow. I am going to Nets-Bobcats game tonight with Chiemi ($20 tickets! discounted from $40).

I will go to Hunger Games movie (I saw it Friday night with Rebecca but bought this ticket before then) and meetup dinner with Alfredo (his last meetup as organizer).

3.5 more weeks left of tax season and then it's a long 9 more months til the next tax season!

So next week is less hectic than this week. On Monday I will go to all you can eat spaghetti and all you can drink sangria. On Tuesday there is this free movie and dinner meetup. Not doing anything on Wed and Thurs as of yet. Heading to La Casa Femme with Augustine on Friday night. And there is a tentative dinner meetup on Saturday night but there's only one other person signed up so not sure if that's happening or not!

See less hectic but who knows if I'll get more plans next week as the time approaches.

Rebecca is Chiemi's friend who moved to Astoria and we started hanging out. She's nice. Nearer my age (31) than Chiemi.

Anyways, Brandon was in Toronto this week. Oh well.

OK I had one appointment on Sat and one appointment on Sun. Not so bad. No appts tmrw but I do start my second day of hopefully constructive work at the technology company started by the Cornell graduate.

It's a very depressing work situation. Run-down apt building! I hope it doesn't become full-time. I know I can do better! LOL

I have two tax appts on Tuesday (one at 8:30am, one at 5:3opm just in case I need to work on Tuesday). One tax appt on Sat.

I need to get more busy! It's the home stretch - last 4 weeks before tax season ends!

I am meeting my bro for burger dinner at Van Diemens ($24 for two burgers with fries, two beers and one fried OREOS). Not bad!

Then going to Sushi dinner for 2 at Fusha West in Upper West Side with Chiemi on Tuesday.

My first dining out meetup at Breeze with three other people! That should be fun.

NY Philharmonic concert on Thursday - guest conductor over Henze and Schubert. With dinner at Il Violino beforehand.

No plans on Friday night.

Saturday night I am going to Nets basketball game ($20 tickets) with Chiemi in Prudential Center in Newark, NJ

Sunday I am going to movie and dinner meetup with Alfredo, his last as a meetup organizer. The movie is Hunger Games .. Should be good.

So I have an action-packed week ahead of me.

Let's see if I have time for Brandon this week. LOL

Tax Clients

I met with three or four clients today. Meeting four clients and one interview (John at 10AM, Cynthia at 11AM, interview at 12PM, Joe at 2PM and Laura at 4PM.

Met my corporate client Corey today, Brian (married filing jointly), Robin (collected two years' worth of taxes). Not bad! Meeting Robin on Thursday to give her her completed taxes.

Wednesday I am meeting Adam, my longest client maybe at 4 years! Corporate taxes! Meeting David M to do his business taxes (collecting his stuff)

Friday morning meeting Linda G, Jessica P's referral in Astoria a block away at Dunkin Donuts at Steinway and Astoria Blvd. Have to send her a referral check after I do her taxes.

I might visit my parents on Sunday to have Paddy play with Ollie. Thursday going to see Macbeth with Emma. Friday seeing L'Elisir D'Amore with Josh. Saturday night having dinner with Augusto at Jebon Sushi for Opentable coupon $20 for $40 worth of food.

Whoops been a while since my last post. Brandon R went to Snowbird UT to go skiing with a bunch of buddies. I thought Colorado is the choice destination for skiiers.

Oh well what do I know?

Anyways he checked into a lot of Salt Lake City venues today so I thought he was heading home but no airport check-ins. Who knows when he'll be home. I think I'll get my period tmw! just in time for his return home! LOL

I made $500 today, possibly $575 tomorrow. Not so bad! I need to work on three returns and an expense receipt project. OOOH what fun!

I need to get more new clients - not sure how I'll get them though.

OK I got back from Ido Sushi in West Village. I had sushi dinner for two with appetizer and a glass of wine (Sapporo beer for my bro). Not so bad! Very full.

I went to Pure Food and Wine last Friday with Chiemi and was not full and not satisfied with my raw vegan meal. Won't go there and prolly won't go to Candle either! Staying away from vegan places.

I will go to Tu Casa on Steinway and 30th Avenue tmw night with meetup group. It's only 2 blocks away from me, I have to try it out. Then Thai food in Queens Blvd on Thursday night. No plans this weekend except finish John's expense project and Little Feet's tax returns. Maybe catch Real Madrid-Real Betis match Sat at 4PM. Pug meetup at 11AM on Sunday in Animal Haven. Will do 7:45AM mass.

Anyways will try to post every week. Sorry for the long delay since my last post. Been working at taxes a lot!

See you later alligator!

Tax season update

I am blogging from my office. 224 West 35th Street, Suite 1208, between 7th and 8th Avenues. Not so bad!

I got a call from Brandon R on Monday at 1:17PM and he wanted to meet I guess then. But I was free at 3PM and he didn't call. And then he calls at 5-ishPM how fucking messed up is that. Didn't hear from him yesterday (which was good because I was busy). Not busy tonight.

I wanted to take the day off so I rescheduled Adam to tmw and then Patrick, a client from last year, emailed me and so I am in the office today. 4PM appt. Shd be done by 4:40-ish. Not so bad.

Might make 1050-1350 this week! Not so bad! And it's not even March yet! YAY GO TAX SEASON GO ME!

Bad timing with Brandon

See I was free after 4PM today and Brandon didn't contact me. He will contact me on the nights when I'm busy. LOL.

I have two meetups tmw. One pug meetup *(which is why I joined meetup in the first place). Church at 7:45AM tmw. I will also do a Real Madrid-Levante meetup at 3:30pm. I had a tentative corp tax meeting in Westchester but that will be rescheduled to a future date.

No plans after 5:30pm maybe Brandon will call me tmw night.

Then Monday 1PM client, 5:15PM dental appt, my last appt unless I get more cavities or root canals. Knock on wood, no!

Tuesday, 3 appts. 12PM, 1PM, Meetup with NY Ethnic Group for Valentine's Day, Vietnamese restaurant in Chinatown, that seems fun, 30 people signed up

Thursday 1 off-site appt on 93rd and Broadway Starbucks

These tax appts I am booking are mostly last year's clients. Not so bad. But I want new clients like the S Corp in Westchester. Here's hoping I get more new business in the coming weeks.

I will see Josh for dinner at Ah! Chihuahuas in Midtown East this Friday at 7PM (near my old apt on 51st and 1st). It's on 3rd and 53rd. That's a groupon deal, not so bad!

Then Saturday at 8PM at the Met Opera House in Lincoln Center I have an opera Ernani with Emma. Balcony box seats, $47.50. Not so bad.

No plans on Sunday although that can change. I wanna see that movie This Means War. Maybe I will see that or Safe House with my bro.

Wedding plans

I bet if I marry Brandon, it'll be a huge wedding! He has like 800 friends on Facebook. He's from money and makes a lot of money.

The only trick with him is his age. He is 26, turning 27 in August. Far away from the age of 30 when a guy might want to settle. Also he's Jewish not sure how important it is for him to marry some Jewish girl.

OK I have a pinterest page. www.pinterest.com/may321. there's a wedding board. hint, hint

Brandon's stalking me

OK I'm being stalked. Brandon called me on Wed night at 7PM right before meeting my friend Chiemi for burger dinner in East Village. Tonight he called at 4PM twice and then when I didn't pick up he called at 5:20PM. I picked up and we chatted. I am busy tonight meeting Augusto for Indian dinner I'm treating him to because he lent me his phone number to use for Craigslist.

I wasn't busy yesterday and he didn't call. Anyways I told him I wasn't busy this weekend but who knows he might be going to Vermont to ski with his buddies. who knows?

He tweeted his friend about going to the Brooklyn Bowl last night but he went to Irving Plaza. Weird, eh?

Also he's asking abt anal sex. That's great. he's like humongous and now he wants that. That will be painful. Not picking up his blocked calls anymore. LOL

Another Brandon tidbit

Oh and on a more interesting note every time I mention going out Brandon asks me if it's to fuck some random guy or a date. So if he wasn't at all interested in me he wouldn't ask, right? I am really stretching for some hope here. LOL

I just had to include that tip.

OK I might go to the pet store in the East Village and get some frozen dog food. Yumm

Brandon update

I met up with Chiemi for a burger, side and beer for two for $19. Not so bad! Brandon called me at 7PM. He asked me for my number a week ago so I thought he lost my number. Strange. Anyways, I was busy so another time I guess.

But he did ask me to meet up with him a week ago when he was supposedly in Boston. Isn't that strange?

I will prolly see him this weekend as I am not busy this weekend. Not that excited about meeting him. He is too young and Jewish for me. His sisters are 23 and 21, for Chrissake, one's in college still.

It'll be nice to date him. Even if he's only 5'11 according to those dating sites he belongs to.

Giants win Super Bowl

YAY GIANTS ARE SUPER BOWL 46 CHAMPS! ELI DID IT AGAIN AND IS ELITE.

The Patriots lost. The final score 21-17.

Brandon was in Boston. Not sure if he is a Patriots fan or what but he did say he was in a Giants celebration in Boston. Not sure if he's there for work or if I'll ever hook up with him or ever get into a relationship. He's too young, too young. Keep repeating that!

LOL

Need to get more clients

Update this week

I've fallen off the exercise band wagon. I will recommit this week. I will try to sign up for Gregg Cook's spin class at 19th and Broadway on Monday. I have two or three tax appts on Monday. One on Fri and three undetermined ones. I will try and get my business tax software this month and mail my amended tax returns so I can get my tax refund.

I heard from Brandon last Sat but didn't want to meet so I made up some excuse. Haven't heard from him since. He is in Chappaqua/Mt Kisco area now or this afternoon. Too bad for a mild winter. He really does enjoy skiing.

Oh well, meeting Chiemi for dinner at Black Iron Burger. $19 for two burgers, two sides, and two beers. Not so bad. Dentist appt on Monday. Meeting Augusto for an Indian meal somewhere on the UES on Friday. Chill weekend - Real Madrid game on Sunday Feb 12. Meeting a CU applicant on Sat in Bayside.

OK off to play word with games with my bro. I'm improving!

Super Bowl Sunday tomorrow. Not sure if I should mix up my schedule and watch from a different locale like my parents' house. GO GIANTS AND ELI! Beat Tom Brady and Patriots convincingly! Will try to do mass 7:45AM. Then Giants white manicure in the morning. 12:30PM and 4PM tax appts. Busy day tmw!

Brandon's baaaack

OK the last time I heard from Brandon R was October 31. It's been almost three months later but he contacted me on yahoo messenger. Strangely enough on twitter he checked into Boston places but he said he wanted to meet now. Which means he's fake checking into Boston places. WEIRD

Anyways I have to meet someone at 4:30PM and then going home and then maybe concert by Deadbeat Darling tonight so not meeting Brandon tonight.

It's interesting to see he resurfaced. I knew he wouldn't completely disappear.

He said why would I care abt him when I said it was nice to know he was alive. I just agreed. He's my ideal bf besides the 8 year age difference and him being Jewish. those two minor things.

I became a fan of his sister's. At first they have different last names so I thought they were cousins. But I'm pretty sure they are siblings.

He just signed off yahoo, maybe it will be another three months before he contacts me. Who knows?

He is on a dating site with his ny8685 which is his gmail email address. He lists himself as 5'11. And I thought he was 6'. None of the guys I've hooked up with was 6' except maybe Jonathan Tootell. He had a nice body!

I am so Internet stalking Brandon. I know he has two sisters and parents. His mom's an artist. Dad's a dentist.

I have to stop googling him. LOL

I will post more if I hear from Brandon more. LOL. Back to being in love with the wonderboy.

So we are back in the swing of the new year 2012. I got paid on my $410 project and my $250 project. Not so bad to usher in the new year!

Still miss Brandon R! He didn't check into anything today. Hope he is okay. Hope I haven't heard the end of him

2011 in Review; 2012 Ahead

Happy New Year!

2011 was a tough year. I lost my job at Morgane Le Faye in January. Made abt 8 months worth of income during tax season 2011 and had around 100 clients. Then started at Chapman Consulting end of May only to lose that job in October. At least I have unemployment for 46 weeks, not bad!

Then I had my second root canal, first root canal in 2011 (first one I had back in 2007). That cost $600 even with dental insurance. Then I got a second root canal in 2011 in December this time costing $1100. In addition to 6 cavities for $175. Not a good dental year.

Then I ended a 15 month relationship that wasn't going anywhere with a guy I was only lukewarm in a state several states away! Yup Davey was totally pointless and akin to being single. What a waste of time and effort!

Then Brandon who finally got the guts to meet me, but that went nowhere either. I do like checking his twitter updates, always a hoot to see him checking into everything. He stopped announcing his whereabouts in recent days, but it's still superfluous!

So decided not to go out with anyone ever again and being single with a dog. Yup that's my takeaway from 2011.

I will try to get to 150-160 clients this year and make enough for 10 months. that along with my unemployment income will set me up until Sept 2013.. And I will try to get to 200 clients for 2013 and be able to survive for the whole 12 months. That's my game plan. No vacations but no 8:30-5:30pm full-time job.

So will move to a new office 419 Lafayette, 2nd Floor February 15 to May 18. Will get new business cards soon.

Bought balcony tickets for Hansel and Gretel Tues Jan 3 at 7:30PM and having dinner at Luce at 5:45PM.

Bought family circle front seats for The Enchanted Island for Sat Jan 28 for 8PM and having dinner at Il Violino at 6PM.

Will get tickets with Emma for Tosca for Jan 21 at 8PM.

Public brunch at Jan 7 Sat at 11AM

Bann lunch at Jan 28 Sat at 12PM

I twisted my ankle slightly last week. Taking 10 days off from running. Will return to spin with Constance Marie Cohen at 9AM at 92nd and Broadway. Then will do some strength training upper for 45 minutes then going to Zabar's to get a pie tin so I can bake a blueberry pie. Also a pastry cutter, cheese grater, and muffin pan.

My 2012 goals:

fitness goals:

-lose 10 lbs from 105 to 95

-Get super cut with Barry's Bootcamp workouts and Whipped/Brazilian/30/60/90 classes

-yoga/Pilates each 3 times a week

work goals:

-grow from 100 to 150-160 individual clients; 6 businesses to 15 businesses

cooking goals:

-bake new pie/cake/cookies/muffins/bread each week

-cook one to two new dishes each week

Getting off all medication!

Tonight I took 2 2o mg tablets of Geodon. I have been only on 60 mg of Geodon for the past week. I will take 40 mg of Geodon until Jan 10, then I'll switch to 20 mg until Jan 20 and then I'll go completely off it. I think this is possible because I don't drink any caffeine (no coffee for 28 days and no soda for at least 20 days!). I sometimes occasionally drink Snapple Iced Tea but tea caffeine is better, more antioxidants.

I will cancel my Dr Sherman appt and be doctor-free and medicine-free for the first time since November 2007!

I stopped taking the Zoloft medication in late 2009 and I only needed the Geodon to go to sleep. But now that I have no job, tax season is not until mid-February and I can sleep longer hours because I have no caffeine in my system I don't need Geodon to go to sleep! I hope this 40 mgs is enough! Patrick moved to Chicago, no Brandon or even innocuous clueless Davey is out of the picture. So no guys to get paranoid over. Perfect time to end this medication addiction.

Wish me luck!

My Pumpkin Bread

This pumpkin bread came out quite delicious. Better than Starbucks and cheaper too! Still have one more can of pumpkin left so I can make it again! Yummy

Kitchen Aid Electric Mixer, Naming her Carmen (get it Electra, Electric Mixer)

My new baby, the Kitchenaid Electric Mixer. I paid $275 for it in July when I was employed. And I'm going to use it today for the first time to make ultimate pumpkin bread.

Xmas update

I will try to post weekly if not more updates on my blog. Still at my parents. Have been here since Christmas Eve!

I am making my old recipes from Jan 2010. I will try cooking more because it saves on money and I'm tired of the food in my neighborhood.

I'm going to make spicy cajun chicken fettuccine (from Pioneer Woman's website. www.thepioneerwoman.com) on Thursday. I have to eat the avocados before they go bad!

I've been making a chicken avocado salad with grilled chicken, sliced avocado, cherry tomatoes, red leaf lettuce and diced eggs! Very tasty! I need to buy jalapenos. I found them to be really good and they were at the Morgan Le Faye cafetaria salad bar.

My dad bought me a winter coat. It's Larry Levine cream colored (I still want the white DKNY or the white Calvin Klein coat) long down coat. I prolly won't wear it often as I don't want to get it dirty. I'll be spending a fortune on dry cleaning bills as my mom predicts. They also got me some thermal underwear and a rice cooker.

Still need to buy a blender, food processor, cheese grater, and rolling pin. What irks me is that I bought a cheese grater and rolling pin back in 2010.. Not sure where they are!

So headed back home tmrw around 4:30PM. I might take a spin class tmrw morning. It's an hour spin because in Long Island they spin for an hour (LOL).

I just love Robert Pennino's Terrier Tri cycling classes! I think that makes up for the $178 Equinox membership fee. He's my favorite spin instructor of all time. Gregg Cook of the Terracycle classes is a close second favorite spin instructor. He teaches three classes M to Thur and two classes on Fri. Gonna try his Whipped Classes next month to prep for BBC classes in March. Also will take Leandro Calvallo (sp?) Brazilian Butt/Tummy Tuck/Body Sculpt classes. And Kristi Molinaro's 30/60/90 classes.

Also will save money for a Polar FT60 heart-rate monitor watch! $130. I will get that in March to train for the Brooklyn Half-Marathon!

It looks like there might be showers on NYE, so will skip the outdoor 4 miler. My first race will be the Coogan's 5K. Will try to do it in 8:30 min miles!

I am beginning to like to run again. Need to train up to 6 miles (one full Central Park loop).

Wonder if I'll ever hear from Brandon R again. I do know what he's up to on any given day given his constant twitter updates. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing, LOL

I went to the Jets-Giants game on Christmas Eve with Augusto. That's the last time he goes to a winter game with me. He abandoned me after the third quarter. Not a true fan! Giants won! I was ecstatic! Giants are my number 1 team of all time. Followed closely by Real Madrid, Mets, Yankees, then Jets. I doubt they will win the Super Bowl with Mark Sanchez. I see Vick, Romo and Flacco winning Super Bowl Rings before Sanchez. there was a funny heckler who kept calling him Mark Sandwich. very funny guy!

Too bad I am not making enough money from my tax business to go to the Cowboys-Giants NFC East title game! One way is to get one ticket and use my dentist money and just not finish my post and crown. LOL Nah!

BBC! Updates

So the weekly updates have come to a halt. So sorry for those even bothering to read this. I am still doing my own tax business and working out like a fiend.

I am projected to be fine without full-time or even part-time work until September of 2012. So I will look for full-time or part-time work in April after this coming tax season!

I have lost 4-5 lbs. I am currently hovering near 103. Once I weighed 102.4... I want to weigh 95 lbs because I weighed 95 lbs back in 2001 when I was 24 and had a super-crush on Joe, this really hot trainer at NYSC. I googled him and he is still there now as a fitness services manager. His FB pic is with him and this woman, not sure if that's his wife, fiance, girlfriend. I did ask to be his contact on LinkedIn but he has only 4 connections so I doubt he uses it much. He's still hot! Thought he wanted to be an actor. Oh well.

My new craze is Barry's Boot Camp! I ordered a 5-pack for $110. $22 a session instead of $32. I will take some fitness classes at Equinox to prep myself up for the BBC.

I will prolly take it with Joey Gonzalez, COO of BBC. I was contemplating taking Noah's classes but he's not an expert trainer like Joey. Plus he's Jewish! LOL I doubt I will be dating Noah anyways. He did accept my friend request unlike Joey. All of them don't hold a candle to Joe. He inspired me to run the marathon... I am even contemplating tracking down which NYSC he belongs to and re-joining NYSC. Nah. I like not being in any relationship of any kind. As Rachel Weisz character said in Definitely Maybe, "I don't need a guy!" Just his sperm. LOL

I will cut out my hair coloring and manicure expense if I like BBC.

OK nothing else new with me. Nothing to do today or tonight. I spun with RP of Terrier Tri at 85th and Third (four spin classes each day this week in a row!). Will attempt to run 3.4 miles tmrw.

He gave out free Terrier Tri coffee mugs! Not sure why the 85th Street Equinox members are so special. I went to the 63rd St Terrier Tri on Wednesday morning and he didn't give anything out to them!

Update

So sorry I haven't posted sooner. Not much to report. Went on an interview on Tuesday and got rejected. Didn't really want the job as it requires lots of overtime all year long. I just want to work 40-50 hrs, not 60-65 hours. No Saturdays for me!

Anyways Brandon has been busy and I haven't heard from him since Halloween. Not that I want or crave sex anymore. Also he's too young for me and Jewish for me anyways. Just have to keep reminding myself.

I came to the Starbucks to see if I can download iTunes but it is not working so I will wait to next Wednesday when I go home to my parents and can leave it on all day long to load up.

I have been going to the gym a lot these days. Planet Fitness is open 24 hours from Monday to Friday. I still have insomnia so I've been going to Duane Reade and buying stuff. Not good for my wallet.

There is this one audit project that I'm not doing so well and I may have to turn down if I don't get the workpapers to see what the previous auditor did. But that's potentially $820 (two audit projects) and I can sure use the money this holiday season.

I have been attending a lot of spin classes and yoga and Pilates classes at Equinox. Finally making the most of my $178 membership fee. I even ran 1.5 miles yesterday but I think I will lay off the gym for the next few days as it hurts to walk down stairs. I still prefer Robert Pennino's spin classes the most. Followed by Damien and Constance. I don't like Jeff Martin who sings along to the songs and Jason who talks about the news and politics. Don't need to hear that.

I am going to catch the Q101 bus to go home and then go to the soccer game at Mr Dennehy's Real Madrid versus Valencia. #1 vs #3. Should be a good match.

Then tonight I am going to go see an opera, Rodelinda. It is from 8 to 11:50. Tomorrow I might do a spin class if I am not sore or skip it. Church depending on whether or not I take that class and then going to knit a scarf if it kills me. The blue one for my mom. And then a white one for Augusto. Need to go to Staples to photocopy the pattern so I can bring it along with me.

I figured my budget out and since Steve owes me some money and I'm getting unemployment I think I can survive to Sept 2013 doing my own tax business. Not so bad.

So a week and a half has passed by and I have not seen or heard from Brandon. I didn't like the sex and he wasn't asking me out on any dates. He is 26 and Jewish. Need to move on. Gonna die with a dog and maybe my own child if I can afford one.

Irony

How ironic. Brandon's at Gilette Stadium in Foxboro, Massachusetts for the Giants-Patriots game. I was contemplating going too but I have a tax seminar in Manhattan Monday morning so I decided against it.

He's funny. Not sure which team he's rooting for since he went to college in Boston.

I have 3.5 full-day seminars for the CPE. Monday Nov 7, Wed Nov 16, Fri Nov 18, and Mon Nov 21.

I wonder if I'll see him this week. Ultra-bored.

One of my clients paid me 300/1200 owed, so 900 is still owed.

Two nights in a row

OK, yesterday I met my bro in Flushing for some pho for lunch. I wasn't that hungry and didn't eat that much. Steve said he would accompany me tight- and yarn-shopping if I paid for his cigarettes and dinner.

Then Brandon IM'ed me around 3pm asking me to meet him for more sex. I told him later.

I got some white yarn at Knitty City and then a McRib meal with an extra McRib sandwich for

$1, not bad!

Then I headed home with my bro to watch Game 7. Brandon contacted me while I was on the N train and asked to meet.

So I took a cab from Astoria to his place on East 50th and Second Ave. $17.25 with tip for those wondering. We had some sex and then I jerked him off. It still hurt. Anyways, he said he'll be gone for who knows what so two nights in a row followed by a 3-4 week absence. who knows where it comes with him? And my feeling that there might be more is dwindling. oh well, a fuck buddy is good enough, right?

I went to a costume kickball party.. where they play drinking ping pong games and card games. Remind me not to go to another kickball party. Chiemi brought surgical scrubs as a costume for me.

It finally happened!

OK, Brandon and I had sex tonight. And boy it did hurt! I am not sure how big he is but he must be at least 8 inches....... I guess Patrick was not that big because I don't recall the sex with Patrick as hurting.

And the funny thing abt that was he went with my suggestion on the position.

But he did realize I did not enjoy it. I don't think I'll go on yahoo anymore. if he calls me I'll meet him again but I'm not going on Yahoo to solicit it.

The cool thing is that I got home in time for Big Bang Theory. I am on Season One, Disc Two for Big Bang Theory. I am done with Season Two of Gossip Girl.

Rangers-Cardinals game tonight. Game 6. I hope the Rangers can beat the Cardinals before it goes to game 7 in St Louis.

And he reappears!

So Brandon IM'ed me on Monday night. Said he was in Canada which I already knew from his twitter postings.

Said he was busy.

Not sure if I'll see him this week. Not entirely sure of how I feel towards him. I do like him but I'm just bored. LOL

Really last update on Brandon

And I only sent him one IM on yahoo last week. Not so bad! I really could care less. I really didn't think we would have sex anyways. He always chickens out. And he is not that good looking, not as good looking as he was three years ago. So I'm not bummed out or anything.

OK, this is really the last update on Brandon.

:)

Last Brandon update

It's been two weeks since Brandon last contacted me so I think it's over. I guess I wasn't really thinking we would have sex anyways. And he prolly wouldn't go away after that. LOL

Last Brandon update.

I signed off on someone's income so I got $200. Plus I need to get paid for that $1200 client and the $500 client. Plus $410. Not so bad! I will be able to survive til October. That $410 client said he has two more projects. Maybe I can get that too.

I think I can survive to February and tax season which should be good until October. And if I get $820 in audit clients per month, then I can do year-round on my tax business.

Possible Audit project :)

Waiting to hear word back if I got an audit project. It's for 2 years. And I quoted $870 which I'll get $790 after Elance fees.

That would be nice to get a nice-summed project one day into my unemployment/self-employment.

I picked up my CPE credit manual and my shoes and gym stuff from the office. Said bye to Joel Weinstein.

I am embarking on a new career. My own tax business will let me survive on my own! Mark my words. I will survive!

This week no plans except to finish the three audit projects I have and get paid. I will do the CPE credits next week.

I might go to Ippudo tonight to celebrate my project. Get some ramen with extra noodle.

I am going on Wednesday night to Fulton with Josh. Then Sat night going to Rosa Mexicano with Josh, Augusto and possibly 2 other meetup members.

I hope I get to finally see Brandon, he's been MIA from twitter at night and from yahoo IM. Maybe it's over. however brief that was.

No more full-time job

Lost my job today and I don't qualify for unemployment. Oh well. Life sucks!

I do qualify for COBRA, so that's not bad.

Now I get to meet Brandon whenever he so desires. I have not heard from him since Tuesday though. Maybe I lost him for good. I doubt it.

I am rooting for the Brewers and Rangers. Ultimately for the Rangers! Go Josh Hamilton!

I can survive on my own so long as I earn $500 a month until tax season where I'll earn more money. And Steve will have to pay me back the $1400 he owes.

3eb lyrics

Searching for something I could never give you

There's someone who understands you more than I do

A sadness I can't erase, all alone on your face

Love these lyrics to God of Wine, my favorite 3eb song.

So Brandon told me on Tuesday night to come over at 5PM on Wednesday but I didn't see him online so I just met up with Augusto for some sushi dinner.

I had a lychee martini and am getting over being buzzed.

I knew Brandon would chicken out. I think I will eventually meet him for sex but it's never going to be easy.

My housekeeper came over and my apt is super-clean. Now just have to maintain that level of cleanliness.

Augusto says Chappaqua is full of rich wealthy people. Maybe Brandon's gym usage is being subsidized by his parents. I think he spends close to $300 on gym and spin classes. Isn't that crazy?

Brandon tried to persuade me to leave work at 3pm to meet up for sex. I even asked my boss to leave but I forgot the post office is closed today. FAIL.

I thought I lost him. he may be traveling this week. he hasn't been in Toronto lately.

I'm bored. I may do flywheelsports. it's $30 per ride. I'll do the 7AM Monday class with John. He does the 7:30PM class ... not gonna take the same class, that would be hilarious.

OK I'm bored. heading to sleep. just wanted to put a quick Brandon update.

Lobster dinner

Just got back from dinner with Augusto at Nino's. Living Social coupon for a lobster dinner with bottle of white wine. Wine was good. Lobster was tasty.

Brandon hasn't contacted me since Wednesday. Maybe it's over. I'm bored. He's in Chappaqua visiting his parents. He visits them often.

I'm getting my hair highlighted tomorrow. then doing some work. I have an audit, 990-EZ that I'm dreading doing, and a personal tax return. Will make $1800 dollars more. Raking it in at this point.

Watching the Phillies lose to the Cardinals. If they don't make it to the next round I doubt I will watch any more baseball.

OK no Brandon update. He went to work today. So exciting. Still tweeting famous hot women on twitter with no responses. LOL, he's truly pathetic. But me checking his updates might make me even more pathetic.

Yankees game in October

I just got home from dinner with Chiemi at Cafetasia. We had a $30 Living Social coupon.

Now watching Yankees game, Brandon is there with some friends. how come everyone he goes with and says in his tweet that he's going with tweets they're going with someone else. it's kinda funny and sad at the same time.

Brandon's so far bad luck for the Yankees. I won't be too majorly bummed if the Yankees don't make it to the World Series. I do want the Phillies to make it to the WS more.

I have a lobster dinner with Augusto tomorrow. I wonder if Brandon will ask me out tomorrow. I'm just bored to be honest, not really horny or anything.

Loaded bases, 3-1 Tigers in jeopardy. I hope Brandon's still at the game. He may be good luck after all.

Wednesday Update on Brandon

So Brandon does have all-access. He's at the Equinox in Boston. He went to Boston last night. I think he went to Boston for a haircut. Not confirmed yet, but it's seeming like it. He didn't check into any media company today. But maybe he'll stay there for the weekend and leave me the hell alone. he really annoyed me this past weekend insisting on meeting him when I was busy.

I did get my bloodwork done so I can get tested for hepatitis and HIV. Hoping Davey didn't give me any std. I did get checked for gonorrhea and chlamydia in February so he didn't give me those diseases.

I was so tired yesterday morning that I texted my boss to say I was sick and slept til 1PM. I was so tired. then I went to the doctor and got some coffee. yumm. now that the weather is getting cold and crisp I've been craving hot coffee.

went back to work today. kinda busy. Paddy is staring at me now. Not sure why.

as each day goes by and I learn more about Brandon, he gets more and more nutso. But he was funny in his tweet last night. He was saying if you put the kit kats on bagels then you're a full-blown fatty. that was hilarious. who puts kit kats on bagels? so funny. that def made me smile for the morning.

Wonder if Brandon lost his beard. I swear I can get him to date me. Something in me just says he will try. but then again I may be wrong. he is a bit nutso!

Wonder when he'll be back.

Paddy is staring at me again. Not sure what he wants.

Phillies losing to the Cardinals. They better make it to the World Series. they have Cole Hamels, Cliff Lee and Roy Halliday. they need to win a World Series ring.

Hoping the Phillies beat the Yankees in six games in the World Series.

Giants-Sea Hawks game at 1PM on Sunday. Going to watch that game for sure! Jets-Patriots game at 4:15pm on Sunday, the Jets are going to be 2-3 and not make the playoffs this year. Now rooting for the Giants now!

Paddy finally stopped staring at me.

Monday night doldrums

OK I am just posting what is happening. Brandon went to Boston for work Wednesday night and tweet-asked his friends in Boston if he should stay the weekend there. then his friend said some nyc guys were in town. So I thought he'd stay the weekend and leave me the hell alone. No he comes back on Friday and IM's me Friday night. Then he contacts me on Saturday night asking for a threesome. And the most annoying come over fuck me IMs on Sunday. Couldn't meet him this weekend. And tonight when I could, he is nowhere to be found.

But I found out why he is MIA on Mondays. He has some flywheel class on Monday nights. some type of studio cycling class.

Anyways, I'm going to get tested tomorrow since Brandon is paranoid that I am carrying some unknown std. I was clean before Davey and unless Davey has some unknown std, I am sure I am fine. Wondering why I need to do this since we'll be using condoms. Strange guy. But he's hot and I got over his tweet stuff.

So he likes to share. Let's give him his twitter foursquare forecast tweets.

I am rooting for Tampa! GO TAMPA! Also might be rooting for the Yankees til the World Series.

But I really think Brandon came back from Boston because his company didn't comp his room for the weekend. I can't think it was because of me. I really hope not. that would be very sad.

At least I'll be having sex with Brandon. the jerking off stuff got tiring and old after the second time. At least I know he wants to have sex with me. I was beginning to get worried abt my looks and genuine sex appeal.

The weather got cold so I wore jeans to work. I think I'll wear jeans to work every day this fall and winter.

I do like Brandon but I have a feeling he's obsessed with me. that's just a feeling I have. not confirmed. who knows with him?

He's a Steelers fan. So was Davey. But Davey grew up in Pittsburgh. Why is Brandon a Steelers fan? Strange guy. Doesn't like the Mets or Jets. He's into the Yankees. and he tweeted abt the Giants.

OK it's official. As of 8:25pm Sept 28 I am no longer interested in Brandon R. He is so sad and pathetic. He just asked a Playboy model out on a date saying he was halfway decent looking and semi successful. that's just sad. then he says he needs a girlfriend. all on twitter using his real name and it's a public profile.

I had to send him some tweets from a new acct because I thought someone should tell him to can the pathetic tweets.

OK I will continue meeting him to hook up with. But if he asks me to date him, I will turn him down. He is so sad. It's pathetic. Any points he gets from being goodlooking and having a semi-large nether region is being discounted with his ever-present checking into foursquare and his sad tweets. just so sad. I think he will never get a date in his life. I think I know why now. Every girl he's asked out prolly saw his tweeter feed and was like um no thanks. LOL

I was really falling for him until tonight's pathetic tweets.

I might not even continue hooking up with him. I have my standards!

Yankees

Brandon likes the Yankees and Dave Matthews Band. He saves all the ticket stubs and puts them in his desk glasstop case. Very interesting.

Not sure if he follows football. Small things I'm getting from him.

He also has a very neat apt. Nice apt building, they painted the walls of his staircase hallway.

I do believe I can get him involved with me. He's just too easy to manipulate. too easy

nevermind he is tall, lol

Strike that. Just saw Brandon's updated photo on facebook and he is indeed tall. 6 or 6'1 looking. he looks very tall in that pic. not posting it here tho as that's too dangerous.

shorter looking today, LOL

Hmmm, third time I met Brandon in 6 days. Still the same old thing. I told him next time he has to mix it up. I don't think he's 6 feet tall either, he looks 5'11 or 5'10. Didn't look that tall today, LOL

I am falling for him tho. More feelings for him than I ever felt for Davey.

He's still hot though. Just didn't look that tall today. LOL

And I missed him yesterday but I knew he would contact me sooner rather than later.

I'm happy and in love though. I get happy when he sends me an instant message on yahoo.

Brandon update

I had to buzz Brandon this morning at 11:03AM. But he did indeed let me up. Brandon's still hot. Just jerked him off but he did give me a compliment on my nether regions. I have a feeling the next time we'll be having sex. Maybe that will be Monday during the day when my boss is gone on vacation. We shall see.

I am happy and can't wait, Brandon's big! :)

Yesterday and tomorrow

Brandon IM'ed me at 1:41pm. I wasn't around. He returned at around 4:25pm and we chatted. He already wants to meet up again. I think I created a monster. So I'll be meeting him tomorrow at 11AM. We shall see where this goes. I thought he would wait a week or so.

Did I mention that Brandon is hot! He is smokin' hot! God must have pitied me on my last three guys that I slept with. Adam, Brian and Davey were all ugly. Adam was alright but short. but the rest were like 5-6. Brandon's a 9! I think I'm an 8. So he's hotter than me.

He still doesn't want sex, even tho he mentioned anal sex and the fact that he's never had it. He prolly had sex with 2 girls. I don't know why he can't get more girls, he's really cute. Maybe girls are twitter friends of him and are turned off by the fact he posts where he is every waking moment. I'm not mentioning it to him. But that's a turnoff.

But I am happier with Brandon being a fuck buddy than Davey in the year and 3 months I was dating him. God and the fact that Davey is keeping my digital camera is just wrong. I hope he gets what he deserves.

Brandon is so much hotter and has a bigger penis than Davey. Brandon's definitely an upgrade over Davey. The only three things against him is the fact he's Jewish, he's 8-9 years younger than me, and he updates his whereabouts on twitter every couple hours.

The last thing he might be doing for work even though he updates it on weekends too and at night. So it makes me think he just likes to share?

OK, until the next Brandon update :)

I met up with Brandon tonight after work. Got there around 5:20pm. Jerked him off and went on my way. He's very cute! Had my period today so it worked out perfectly.

If I can bet anything is I'll hear from him in a week or so. I think he'll make an excellent fuck buddy. And I think I can get it into more.

He called me at 10:30pm on Tuesday night. I was on my way home from the Yankee game. but I didn't think he would call me.

He's like 6 feet tall, muscular build, scruffy goatee like beard going on. Very cute. I would say he's as cute as John Fitzgerald. And John was hot! He's just Jewish.

I'm in love!

On another note, my blog has been compromised. Davey must have found it, I don't know how but he did. I don't think I bad-mouthed him on this. I just didn't see him that much during our duration (don't even think I wanna call it a relationship).

Anyways, I've moved on to Brandon.

He has a lot of Dave Matthews Band concert posters. I didn't wanna mention the fact that he just saw them last weekend. His apartment is very neat. Puts my apt to shame. I need to get my housekeeper to come by next weekend. He has a nice one-bedroom, enough room for me and Paddy to move into. LOLOL

I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM. HAPPY :)

chubby

So I went to traffic court and they found me guilty and I had to pay a $130 fine but no license suspension. What a relief!

Brandon finally left town. After spending Fri Sat and Sun at Dave Matthews Band Caravan.

He's in Toronto for work. I wonder if he'll contact me when he gets back after this week.

He changed his profile pic on Facebook and looks a bit chubby. LOL

Back to work tmrw. Time to work hard and do well!

Yankees Snoopy Day tmrw. dentist appt on Wed. being poor for the rest of the week as I'm paying my mom back and then the ticket fine!

I have a feeling I'll be seeing Brandon next week. Here's to hoping he's not fat!

I have a feeling I can get him into a relationship.. LOL

Job woes

Just got some bad news at the office, still on probation. Now I have to get my journal entries approved by my boss. Hope this passes and I get a raise in December. Hoping for the best!

So Brandon has been updating his foursquare to show he's in NYC, working and checking into several restaurants/bars. So wondering why he told me he was out of town. Strange. Not sure if I'll be meeting him next week.

Anyways not that interested to care that much. He is 26 years old by the way.

Tomorrow I have Swan Lake NYC Ballet and then I'll go to my parents on Sunday to visit my dad who had neck surgery. Hoping he's okay and makes a full recovery.

Monday I have a court date with the city due to a traffic ticket I got in March. Hope the cop doesn't show up and they dismiss my case.

Tuesday night I have a Yankees game, Snoopy doll day. Wednesday I have a dentist appointment. That's it for this coming week.

I made $439 in two projects yesterday and I might be paid $2400 next week.

OK, trying to concentrate more at work and do a better job.

Not so bad, 4 days since my last post.

Brandon IM'ed me tonight, called me twice and asked me to come over. when I finally agreed, he hung up on me and said his parents were coming over. oh well. He said his number is changing so he'll send me his new number later.

I'm in love tho! Haven't met the boy yet even. LOL

I was supposed to go to the Mets-Cubs game tonight but wasn't feeling well last night. My nose is not stuffed now anymore but I am still sneezing and have somewhat watery eyes. I went yesterday afternoon and they lost 5-4.

Dentist appt on Wed. DBD concert on a boat on Thursday. Brandon shd be back in a week or so so that will be nice.

Jets losing 0-7 in the first quarter.

Brandon, boy toy

Hmmm ten days darnit I'm supposed to blog more not less! Anyways, it's after Labor Day so summer is over.

My doggie walker who charged $10 a walk for 15 minutes moved away to do an internship in Brewster, NY so I had to hire a more expensive dog walker. Paddy. Paddy is walking Paddy. LOL

So back in 2008-2009 I was communicating with this 23 year old named Brandon Rosen**blatt. He was very hot. but young. I was 31. 8 years older. And we made times to meet up but he would always back out, chickening at the last minute. Anyways, I moved out of the neighborhood July 2009 and didn't log into Yahoo messenger until abt 5-6 weeks ago where I saw Brandon online. He IM'ed me and asked me if I wanted to meet up. I gave him my phone number but then told him I got my period so I couldn't meet up. Now he's 26. Older? Wiser? more mature and will meet up now??? We shall see.

2 and a half weeks passed by and then he called me. So he wanted me to come to Manhattan Sunday night of Irene. He would pay for the cab both ways. I declined. Then I found his twitter ID and the fact that he checks in everywhere on foursquare. So I knew he went out of town last week. So I was going to text him tonight. But then he called me at 4:51pm yesterday. He said he was in Canada. And coming back 11PM on Thursday. I said I can only do Thursday late night if he let me sleep over. I doubt that's happening and he's busy this weekend for a wedding in the Nantucket area. And next week is no good. Oh well. I have a good feeling I can turn this at the least to a regular f buddy type thing. Or maybe something more like a relationship. Not sure if I want to marry a Jewish guy tho. I do wanna have Catholic kids. But that's jumping way ahead!

Hope he's matured since he was 23 and will have the guts to meet up!

He's not as hot as he was when he was 23. He's pretty cute though still. and he looks like he's 6' which is good and he has hair! YAY! He's tall, muscular thin build and dark hair. He's totally my type.

Anyways, he said this would be a one-time thing but I know better! LOL

Paddy's in my bed sleeping!

I had my third dentist visit and two more to go along with a visit to remove my wisdom tooth.

Dinner with Augusto on Friday, lobster groupon.

Mets game with brother and Paddy Bark in the Park on Sat at 1PM

Mets game with Augusto 9/11 tribute on Sunday at 7:30PM

DBD boat cruise on Thursday 9/15

Hmm another 8 days. So Hurricane Irene became Tropical Storm Irene and the MTA was shut down for no apparent reason. Will try to get into work tmrw by Q101.

Brandon this guy I met three years ago online has resurfaced. He always chickened out before meeting me. Not sure if he'll chicken out again. He's very hot though. The Giants-Jets game is tmrw which I forgot abt so I will prolly watch that instead of meeting him. But maybe on Tuesday or Wednesday. He's 26 years old. Very young. I met him when he was 23. 8 year age difference. I have a feeling I can prolly manipulate him into dating me. LOL he's just very impressionable.

Davey finally got the hint and left me alone. Hallelujah!

Tmrw I have a dentist appt at 6PM so I can't meet him anyways. Maybe afterwards! LOL

Helping Chiemi tmrw if I dont get into work on time.

Friday I am meeting Josh for a steak dinner at Osso Bocu. Labor Day Monday at the US Open day session.

I have time on Tues/Wed/Thurs for the Brandon meeting. I do like his name though!

will try to post more

hmmm eight days since last update. argh!!!!!!!!

I skipped the deadbeat darling concert last night and no photo shoot even though it didn't rain!

Tonight I am having dinner at Oliva with Augusto. Then maybe watching the Jets-Giants preseason football match.

I got a manicure pedicure already so no plans tomorrow. I might make jalapeno poppers tomorrow!

Tuesday I have a blackjack class. Wednesday meeting Josh at Osso Buco for a steak Living Social deal. Thursday seeing Dr Sherman after almost 2.5 months of going without. Then Augusto's birthday dinner at the Williams Club on Friday evening.

Chiemi has to crash at my apt before moving to a good deal sublet for 2 months in LIC. That's closeby to me! I have to check out her apt. But I'll be gone at my parents from Sept 2 to Sept 5! WOO-HOO US Open tix on Monday Labor Day Sept 5!

long time since last post, trying to post more!

It's been 11 days since my last post. I sometimes remind myself I need to post an update but then I never get around to it.

So I have not reconciled with Davey.. He sent me a pic of a coffee cup and red velvet cupcake, weird! I might take Kate's advice and send a pic of a plate of buffalo wings and a bottle of gin saying bottoms up! I will do that this weekend at the bar from watching the Giants-Panthers game tomorrow.

OK my dog is cuddled up beside me, how cute. He missed me all day.

I just got back from an all-Beethoven program at a Mostly Mozart Festival, lol.

Tmrw I have a brunch meetup at Cookshop then a 4:10PM Yankees-Rays game. maybe catching the Giants-Panthers game at Brother Jimmy's. Sunday I have a pug meetup in the morning then a 3PM Knitting workshop at Lion Brand Studio.

Monday I'm watching the Jets-Houston Texan game at a bar in Manhattan, TBD.

Then a dentist appt on Thursday. My new old housekeeper from Washington Heights is cleaning my apt at 5:30PM on Friday. Then Deadbeat Darling concert at 11PM. Photo shoot with Paddy in Central Park but there's a threat of thunderstorms that day so I might reschedule to next Sat August 27.

I got a root canal done and I now need five more visits to the dentist to get the post and crown done.

Mets losing. Wright sucks. Bay on fire.

Mittens knitting Part 2 on Sunday August 21. I need to get a rain date Mets voucher by the end of this year. It leaves me August 20 to maybe do a Mets game. What kind of seats should I buy? Should I just get a single ticket? So many questions, so little answers.

Took my medicine at 11PM, won't be sleepy til 1AM.

end of Davey, yay!

Just called it quits with Davey. In June or so he asks me to define the relationship as we're not bf-gf. news to me! Anyways that relationship was not going anywhere. I only saw him once every 3-5 months, that's just not acceptable. I am going to give up dating guys and just focus on my career and earning enough money to raise a kid on my own. Just one kid preferably a boy. Sperm donor: white male with dark hair who's intelligent and not ugly (no big nose, no glasses, brown eyes, don't want a freak half-Asian kid with blue or green eyes).

By December, I shd be making 60K. And then wait another year to December 2012 to get to 70K, and then in December 2013 get to 80K. that's not bad. I can afford a baby with 80K. I'll be 37 in May of 2014 and making 80K. That's enough for diapers and I'll be sending my kid to public school. LOL maybe Stuyvesant! and save up in a college fund for Cornell's state school, that's not a bad plan!

I'll name my son Jason after Jason Bay! LOL

If it's a girl I'll name her Isabella and nickname her Ella.

That's my current plan and I no longer plan on dating guys or having sex. I don't miss it and I have no sex drive ever since being put on Geodon.

PJS gets a blog

Hmmm, just discovered my nemesis who will remain nameless because I don't want to get him started again, has started a blog page. What will he write?

Anyways, I am not taking down my blog about him.

Looks like he convinced one clueless girl to date him. I wonder if he beats her too! Some girls are so desperate! I wonder if she can use the Internet. Well she was fairly warned. Only a complete idiot would date him. Someone with low self-esteem. He is a pathologically compulsive violent guy. Hope he doesn't put her in the hospital like he did with me and another one of his true gf's. He was never my bf. I would never be treated like that by a bf, that would just be low self-esteem.

What's strange is that the pic of the two of them is so low-quality, it makes me wonder if that's really his gf.... can't he take a better picture? LOL

Oh well not going to waste my time with his like. I just hope he doesn't refute that nights' events. He is a violent guy with psychotic tendencies. He shouldn't be allowed to date. Can't believe he convinced a girl to date him. She must have a lower IQ than he has.

Well I hope this relationship doesn't end in an arrest. LOL

Week of July 25

My boss was away from July 18 to July 25. He was back today! And now I'm busy again! LOL It was nice having a vacation from him as he puts it! LOL

I went into work today at 5:30AM. Took the 5:05AM Q101 bus to work. Then I washed my hair and got a yogurt parfait and venti mocha frappaccino (got my 15 stars and free drink from Starbucks). Then it was 6:25AM when I got to work. And I finished up all my work yesterday so I had nothing to do but clean up my desk and label my file folders! Boy I had a lot of down time before my boss got in at 9:20AM!

But then it got busy. I left promptly at 5:30PM and left my iPhone at work so I had to go back and the N/Q trains to Astoria were delayed so I didn't get home til 6:30PM.

Now I'm struggling to stay away til at least 9:30PM so I don't get up at 3:30AM. Went to bed at 8:30PM yesterday.

Can't find my Blockbuster DVD. Will reorder it from them. I keep reporting stuff missing. I wonder when they'll discontinue my service.

Today is a chill week. Tomorrow I wanna go to Knitting Doctor and get some help casting on. Also wanna go to mass tmrw morn to make up for missing Sunday mass. Thursday I wanna hit a yoga class in the morning and then get dinner at Sprig with Josh. Dentist at 6:30PM on Friday then going to get some pho from Pho Bang in Flushing afterwards. Sat 12PM I have a photo shoot planned with Paddy at Central Park. that should be fun. Sun I will go to church in the morning and then I have a Knitting 2 class at Lion Brand Studio.

Next Monday will go to my friend's sample sale at Decode 1.8. $35 dresses. Tuesday I have a Mets-Marlins game. No plans to go with anyone as of yet. Then tentative dinner plans with Chiemi later that week at Bento Burger in the East Village so I can give her the Yankees ticket. My bro installed new bookcases and I moved the contents along with the Yankees tickets elsewhere so I have to look for them. Not good.

I will try to add some more photos to my web blogging so it gets more interesting.

I also didn't post last week, will try and remember to post an entry at least once a week.

I will try to cook baked sausage and pork ziti this Friday.

News about my raise!

I got an 8K raise. 19% raise. You do the math! Now I have to wait to December to get another review.

I have so much work to do. I might leave for work at 5AM tomorrow.

Taking a pilates class Saturday morning, then hitting IKEA to look at bookcases. I want to get one with a drawer. Dentist appt to fix 2 cavities on my left side of the mouth. Still have two cavities on the right side of my mouth that will be another visit. Sunday brunch at Goat Town with three other brunch'ers, then Mets-Phillies game! Maybe try to get a manicure after the game.

Need to get some pancetta and some other ingredients to make baked sausage ziti! I need to test my oven to see if it works. I wanna bake a maple pecan tart for the office as an appreciatory gift for my new found raise!

My raise!? in only 6 weeks working!

I'm going to try and post something each week. I am going to bake ziti sometime this week after I get pancetta from Zabar's. This is to test my oven to see if I can bake a maple pecan tart.

So Joel, the general manager at GMC Parking, who is the hiring manager and hired me told me at the start of the job that I will get a review in three months and six months. And the president told me over the phone that if I'm successful I will see a rapid rise in my salary. Joel told me before he went on vacation that when he gets back he'll ask Mr. Chapman about a raise and I don't have to wait three months. He didn't mention anything to me all day so I finally asked him at the end of the day. And he said he has to talk to the president and my boss. So I really hope I get a raise of 5-8K this time. I am not making that much money so I really need it. If I get two 2 8 K I will still not be making what I made in AIG. But the guy I replaced made 90K so I am hoping I get around 65K after a year or 18 months, that will be nice!

Blaise told me last week that I am doing well there and he foresees me doing a good job. That's a vote of confidence! So I am really hoping for a good raise this time around!

I hope it happens fast! the president is leaving for a vacation after Tuesday and my boss is away on Thursday and all of next week.

Got a new job end of May and really busy these days

I've been meaning to update my blog. I saw Davey three weeks ago. He came down to NYC. That went well. I should be seeing him in August in DC.

I got a new job! It's at Chapman Consulting, sister company of GMC Parking. I started on May 31. And it's going well. It's a real estate company that owns a lot of parking garages in Manhattan. Not as big as MPG. But about 60 garages. Not so bad. I am slated for a raise in 1 week so that will be interesting to see how much more they give me given I've worked there for only 4-5 weeks.

I have been super-busy. Jacqi and Jackie have been replaced by Augusto and Josh. I am still friends with Chiemi. I am going to see a foreign Asian film from the Asian Film Festival with Josh on Thursday. That's following a 7PM yoga class. The Sleeping Beauty ballet on Wednesday. I got dress circle seats, so that should be good. Tuesday I am scheduled to take a pilates class unless I have to work late. And on Friday I have a dentist appointment. Saturday I have a Pilates class in the morning followed by a Yankees game then Deadbeat Darling concert at night. Sunday I have to go to church around 12pm followed by a 2pm 3 hr knitting in the round class. Then I will be headed to a dinner at Nick and Toni's followed by a movie Transformers hopefully in IMAX with Augusto.

Busy week!

And then I am getting new bookcases next week after I get paid.

BOGGLES THE MIND!

Some people's updates on Facebook boggle my mind. For instance this police officer in upstate NY and his wife who doesn't work and stays at home with their newborn son, how much can he make? They bought a house and she got a treadmill. I'm thinking he makes like 50k.... anyways, it boggles my mind!

Then this dance instructor said he got 2700 Lasik surgery last year. He's a dance instructor at Bally's, how can he afford that?

BOGGLES THE MIND!

#1 Mets fan

As of the May 7 Mets game against the Dodgers, I switched allegiances to being a Mets fan. I just live closer to Mets' Citi Fields.

Trying to learn the Mets lineup and pitching more!

More to come!

One of my former friends is blogging every week so I think I should do the same.

My weekend was nice. I had brunch with my new brunch group at Goat Town in East Village. I saw DJ again and I hung out with Emmy and Linda and two others for a total of 6 brunchers. Not so bad, even though 12 people signed up.

Osama was killed, which I'm happy about but life goes on.

I'm leaving at 1:45PM for Mr Dennehy's to watch the Real Madrid-Barcelona match. It's at Barcelona so I expect a blowout!

Tomorrow night is a sushi meetup group at Ko Restaurant. Time for celebrating the month of May is it's my birthday month!

Away with the BAD!

So today was a difficult day. I cut out one of my good friends. She just wasn't supportive of my life decisions and she made me say negative things to her out of spite so it was just not healthy.

Anyways, moving on!

Davey's coming to NYC soon. That should be fun. I think I'll take him to the Thai place since that is going to expire soon. I hope he makes it for my birthday.

Everything's going well though, I'm getting a $250 check in the mail. And I have $150 in upcoming project.

I signed up for elance and bid on 4-5 more projects so I hope I get those.

Nothing else is new with me.

I'm meeting my friend Josh for dinner tonight at Bann. It's on me because he got dinner last time.

Tax Season Going on Strong!

The Knicks beat the Orlando Magic in overtime. Thrilling game!

Well Davey says he's coming to NYC to visit. We shall see. He's turned MIA lately.

I have one bookkeeping client tomorrow at 11AM, getting paid by one tax client tomorrow at around 5PM and then getting some receipts from a third client to type up into a spreadsheet for him. Wednesday I have an 8:30AM appt and an 11AM appt. Both tax clients. Thursday I have a 12PM tax client. No appts so far on Friday. One bookkeeping client at 10AM on Sat. A double client (boyfriend, girlfriend) at 4PM on Sunday. And it hasn't reached the midway of the week and I'm booked this week solidly.

I have 4722 in the bank account, but I have a 130 ticket, 1100 rent, 250 rent check outstanding. I wanna have 5-6K after tax season.

Have to get up at 9AM tomorrow. I should make my office hours 12PM to 7PM.

Paddy's being finicky lately. I feed him so much food he should be happy he has a mummy like me.

Update in March, BUSY tax season

Has it been almost two months since I posted an update? Bad me!

So tax season is getting busy. Have at least 5-7 returns left to prepare. Meeting 2 clients per day from tmrw (Thursday) to Saturday then one client on Sunday and one client on Tuesday.

But I am still going out. I am going to dinner and an opera featuring Natalie Dessay! Yup Lucia di Lammermoor. I thought it would be different actors but Dessay will be there! That's my favorite opera of all time, when she goes mad. That's the truth.. Then my grade school friends will be at the R Bar, not sure if I'll go down there after the opera ends at 11:40pm. We shall see!

I emailed Davey abt a 4-day trip to MD on March 17 to March 20. But maybe I'll get clients then and not be able to take the time off. We shall see!

Now been following the Knicks since last Wednesday when they got Carmelo Anthony and Billups. They won tonight, going 3-2 since the trade. I will try to get Knicks tickets in the coming weeks.